sooooo hey... been a bit?
i have some important updates for you;
1. i have significantly improved my writing seriously what was i on i swear i'm usually better at writing this stuff!
2. i have actually had consensual sex now! before they were all based on my **** experiences so thats why a lot of the kinks are just degrading and calling whoever is bottoming disgusting and why the characters kinda view sex as like. dirty? and usually why it was specified that it hurt. good sex shouldn't hurt! learn your body and stay safe kids. also i'm a lesbian so now i know how lesbian sex works who cheered
3. i found out that it wasn't just my meds making me horny? i guess?. when i am having psychotic episodes i often experience trauma flashbacks, which, as mentioned, is usually about non-consensual sex. i mistook these episodes as a libido and often wrote about relationships in this collection which may seem harmless but with the context of the character lore i had made up were often predatory, inappropriate, and borderline grooming. bad wombo combo! don't feel ashamed if you like this book though i'm really happy something i wrote for subconscious comfort is still enjoyable! also i will still be writing unsafe and insane smut because if they're not crazy where's the flavor
4. i am recovering. i have gotten my meds readjusted and i no longer struggle as heavily with unnatural hormonal imbalances, though i am afab and i do still have natural hormonal imbalances. it's really important to know your body and brain. if you don't think something is normal, express that; you'll either learn more about your body or potentially save your own life.
5. i'm no longer into countryhumans; all of the characters in these books slowly morphed into my own original characters, but they are still actively being updated story-wise and you will be happy to know they're equally as miserable and mentally ill! despite this, i do still write for the characters. so! if literally anybody sees this and is interested, i will keep updating this with requests as well as personal work with my own characters. those stories are more story-driven than my old one-shots though, sorry!
i can't repeat enough how important it is to stay safe and research anything you're experiencing that may be unusual. genuinely saved my life.
sincerely, (under his real name),
mick <3
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fluoride - a countryhumans smut-shot book
Altelei'm on meds that make my hormones go wild so i have an increased sex drive so uh yw. request shit pls follow me on my main for fluffy and angsty shit i'm more active there too (still not very active tho) i don't do anything non-con or like piss kin...
