If Only

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-Jacks P.O.V~ 

I rush into the hospital as fast as I can, running over to the reception desk and asking where Grace is, after laughing at the fact that her hospital room is on level six and room sixty-six, getting an odd look I thank the nurse and run towards a elevator and goes up to the sixth level and towards her room. When I walk in all I see is Alex on a seat, next to an empty bed. 

"Where is she?" I ask Alex, making him jump slightly and look up at me and sighs quietly. 

"Shes in surgery.." he says slowly making my heart rate pick up worriedly. "She had a miscarriage, Jack.." he says slowly and looks down at the empty bed. My eyes widen and I look at him with a heart broken look on my face.

"N-no.." he nods his head slightly and I hit the wall with my fist, resulting in a small hole in the drywall. I turn so my backs to the wall and slips down it slowly, pulling my knees to my chest as I whimper into my knees. 

"Jack.." he says sadly and walks over to me, leaning in front of me and hugging me to his chest. I lean into his chest, wanting the comfort he was offering and closes my eyes. 

~Graces P.O.V/an hour later~

I hear people shuffling around the room around me, but that is the only sound I hear. I want to open my eyes but they hurt too much, I wonder why? My stomach hurts too.. what happened? I groan, wanting the people in the room to know I'm awake, before I feel someone grab my hand and someone else to hold my other. 

"My eyes.. they're heavy.." I say slowly and the person on my right squeezes my hand. 

"Take your time Baby girl.." the sweet voice of my boyfriend, soon to be babys father whispers to me and I nod. After about a minute I slowly open my eyes and smiles up at my loving boyfriend lazily as he kisses my nose and smiles sadly. 

"Whats wrong?" I ask with a yawn, which instantly hurts my stomach and I groan. "Oh god my stomach.. is the baby okay?" Jack bites his lip slightly and I look over to my left, seeing.. Alex?! 

"Hey Bub.." he says sadly and I look at him conused before looking at Jack. 

"Why is he being nice to me? Where are we?" I ask, just wanting to know the fucking answers! 

"Something happened Gorgeous.. we lost the baby.." Jack says, whimpering towards the end, making me snatch both my hands back.

"No! You're lying! Fucking lying!" I yell angrily as two nurses come running into the room, one with a needle in hand. 

"Miss Gaskarth-Fuentes.. we need you to calm down.." one says worriedly and I glare at them angrily and sits up suddenly, but I fall right back down and clutch my stomach. Fuck that hurt!

"Please Miss.." I glare at the stupid skanks. 

"Go fuck yourself!" I yell at them and pulls my hospital gown up and whimpers at the medium-ish cut on my stomach and cradles my stomach. "Why did you take my baby?!" I yell at the nurses who just look at me sadly before a male nurse walks into the room and pushes me down on the bed gently, suddenly theres a sharp jab on my arm and I fall into the black abyss of my mind. 

*her dream* 

'Mama!' Bayleigh called to me as she and her uncles run towards me, I look at Vic and Mike with wide eyes before running over to them and hugs them tightly. 

'Mikey! Vic!'  I exclaim with tears running down my face, the two chuckle and kiss my cheeks. 

'Hey Darlin' Vic smiles after the three of us pull away. I look down at Bayleigh who looks just like her father, wait.. what? 

'Grace this is your daughter, Bayleigh. But you already knew that didnt you.' Mike smiles and holds his nieces hand. 

'h-how? I thought you guys were gone!' I say through tears and hugs Bayleigh after picking her up. 'W-where are Jaime, and Tone?' I ask and Mike looks at me sadly. 

'They went to hell..' he says sadly and I look up at him through tears as Vic rolls his eyes and shakes his head just as I feel two hands on my shoulders. 

'Oh fuck off.' Jaime rolls his eyes and Bayleigh looks at him angrily. 

'uncky Jamie! no bad words!' she exclaims making me chuckle at her mis-pronunciation. Jaime looks down at Bayleigh and holds back a groan. 

'Sweetie, its Hi-Me, okay? and I know, but  Uncle Mikey was mean.' she giggles and hugs my neck as I look at my two brothers and their best friends. 

'Where are we?' I ask confusedly and they smile at me and ruffle my hair. 

'What evers after death..' Vic answers me and I nod and looks around as Mike states 'I guess its heaven if you believe in that..' I shrug and smiles at them. 

'I missed you guys..' I say slowly and they all hug me at once. 

'We missed you too." they say in sync. Realization hits. 

'If this is heaven, then wheres Del?' I ask them with a grin as I hear a distant call. 

'Grace..' 

I turn seeing a faint figure. I grin with teary eyes as I run towards her after putting Bayleigh down. 'Del!'

'Grace..!' the voice calls. 

'I'm coming!' 

'Grace!' 

'Wait!' 

*end dream* 

"Grace!" suddenly I'm back in that stupid hospital room and looking around clueless. I turn to see Alex with a worried look on his face and I glare at him, moving away from him. 

"Why the fuck would you wake me up!?" I yell angrily, I feel someone rubbing my back and I turn to Jack and falls into his chest as he is behind me. 

"Because you were calling out to her.."I glare harder at him. 

"Get out" I say angrily and snuggles further into Jacks chest and waits until I hear foot steps leave, but there are none. "Get out now!" 

"Grace please.." I ignore him and seconds later, hes gone again. 


A/N: woo! I actually kinda like this update x'D vote, comment, tell me your thoughts? I dunno do whatever floats your boat. Baiiii~

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