Fix me (luke hemmings fanfiction)

changing personalities

Luke comes back out from his bedroom or where ever he was and sits back down. I completely ignore him not feeling up to all the fake smiles and small talk while im dying inside."am sky," luke says which makes me look up so i dont seem rude. "yeah?" I swallow the piece of food in my mouth before talking." I have to am go visit someone after dinner so are you ok here" he asks me seeming to be lying about something. He's probably going over to kaylas to apoligise or something smuh. I nod my head as holly pipes up."is it to see you know who if so I want to go." holly says making sure not to mention any names which made me curious. "no you stay here with sky you can visit another day when im not going ok" she sighs and just nods continuing to eat her food. I eat the last piece on my plate bringing it to the sink to rinse it and put it into the dishwasher. "thank yo for dinner and for letting me stay, im very tired and going to head to bed good night" I say in my most polite and happiest voice I could pull off without breaking down in tears. I head up to the room and get my phone from the charger and jump into my new bed. I scroll through my social media liking photos and retweeting tweets. I put up a picture of me and hollly when we had a sleepover with all the girls and guys. I write a tweet and send a snap etc before turning my phone off and just lying in bed contemplating my life before holly walks in. At first I dont even hear her come in till she jumps into the bed. I turn to her and smile a weak smile trying to keep my sadness in."come here" she pulls me close and hugs me. She rubs my back and says its ok you can cry. so i let out a sob and cry on her shoulder. After I finish my cry I decide to explain to holly whats up because she is the closet thing i have as a girl best friend and i know she wont tell. "ok so you probably know that I kinda like luke and I though maybe I had a chance because he told me he wasnt with kayla anymore but then yo told me they were together and I just broke down inside knowing I can never call him mine now" I tell her. she loos at me with symapathy. " Sky Luke really does like you and I know he's goi g out with kayla but he hates her. I know it's fucked up big time because he is a fuckboy even though he's my brother believe me he just uses people like a fuckboy and you deserve better now lets sleep and talk in the morning ok." She says making me smile. she gives me a tight hug again."I love you, night" I say to her. "I love you to and goodnight " she says turning her back to me as we fall into a deep slumber."wake up wake up" I wake up to someone screaming in my ear. I open my eyes rubbing the sleep out of them. When I'm finally awake I see that it's Luke who was screaming by now he had also woken holly and she seemed more pissed then me. I wasn't just pissed cause he woke me up it was partly that but I was also pissed over yesterday when I found out he was with kayla and I think holly was pissed over that to for him not telling me."Luke get the fuck out my room cause we are not in the mood to deal with fuckboy today, Me and sky are going to have a girls day today so if you don't mind fucking off cause your already ruining it" holly says getting really pissed. Luke looks at me for support but I give him a glare and he realises he should leave so he gets up and goes. "Right now his gone lets get dressed and ready cause we are having a girls day" holly says changing her mood in seconds when she said that to Luke I thought it was just an excuse to get him to leave but she really meant we were having a girls day which may I mention I have no clue what that means cause I e never really had friends so I never did any of these things."hol can I ask something it's probably gonna sound stupid but what a girls day?" I ask shyly being embarrassed to not know what it meant. Holly smile at me understanding I wouldn't know any of these things." It's where us Girls do things like go to the spa, do makeovers, hairstyles read magazines talk about boys or bitch about people we don't like, watch romcoms and talk about girl things" I nod understanding now. It sounded quite fun because I never really did any of the things holly mentioned. I get out of my bed and dress it before walking to the closet where both me and holly a clothes were."holly I have a fun idea" I say thinking as I open the closet and look at the clothes.holly walks over to me and also looks in "what's your idea then sky" I flick through both mine and holly says clothes looking at what size she was."ok so we are both a size 8 and we both have completely different styles like you are really girly no offence and I'm kinda punk rock so what if we wore each other's clothes today and like see if we like being a different person if you know what I mean" I reply blushing. When I explain my idea holly jumps up and down with glee."that's really good idea and we can be each other because no one knows us in town so they won't know we're acting" holly says adding to the idea and me agreeing. "Ok so we both pick clothes for each other and then try them in on your marks get set go...." I say looking through my part the closet. After a few minutes of looking at it all I decide on a black tank top with a red plaid short flannel over it along with a cross necklace top off with denim shorts n black cons. Holly went for a white tank top, red heart necklace and denim skinny jeans top off with black cons also. We exchange clothes and change. I must say when I saw holly in my outfit it was like she always wore that style it really suited her."sky that's really nice on you and I really like what you picked out." "Thanks I like your outfit and that on you is perfect" I look in the mirror admiring the outfit I had on."maybe we should trade clothes more often" holly says laughing and I agree."ok make up time so for yourlook we're going with : foundation, powder, a dark blush, black eyes, and black lipstick." I hand her what she needs and she gets started also telling me what I need."ok you need this foundation, powder, red blush, any eyeshadow from this nude pallet, bit of eyeliner on your top lid, mascara, concealer, bronzer and this eyebrow pallet." She hands me a big amount of makeup. Wow when u look at holly you wouldn't think she puts on more make up then me but mine compared to this is tiny. I put on the make up letting holly help because I've never used this much and I help holly to give her a punk kinda look."wow holly you look bad ass and I look like really pretty popular person." I say laughing as we put everything away and tidy up the mess we made before going downstairs to eat."right sky you ha e to eat a slice of brown toast with strawberries, blueberries and chopped up slices of bananas and a glass of orange juice." Holly takes out the fruit from the fridge and places it on the counter and puts a slice of brown bread in the toaster for me." Well if I have to eat your breakfast you have to eat pancakes with syrup, a slice of bacon an egg and white bread with a cup of tea." I say smugly knowing holly hates eating unhealthy food as much as I hate healthy food. I help holly make the bacon an egg while she made the pancakes."it's really quite where is everyone." I ask after a few minutes of cooking. "Hmm I'll go check." Holly says walking upstairs to see where everyone is. I flip the pancake and check the egg and bacon before putting it on top the bread and placing in on a plate. I get another plate and put the pancake on and cover it in syrup. I leave them on the counter and go make my food. I chop up the fruit, place it on my toast and Pour a glass of orange juice. As I place it on the table holly walks in with a note."kids I got called in for a meeting at work and dads also at work we'll be home later tonight so cook yourselves dinner love you xxx ~mum" holly reads. At the back of the note something else was written so I read it out " guys since you are having a girls day I decide to go to see Ashton and lily along with the boys I won't be back for dinner ~Luke" as I read the name Lily holly gasped but I just ignore it."ok guess it's just us here today" I say seating down to eat my breakfast. Holly makes her tea and brings her two plates down and joins me eating. "so where to first boss" I finish my food and clean off the plate while asking holly what the plan is for today." hmmm I dont know yet I'm deciding between going to the spa first or shopping. I know we'll go shopping and then after we go to the spa to relax ourselves." She jumps up from her chair and grabs her bag, well mine since shes wearing everything i own, and opens the front door. I grab my bag,her bag, and follow her out the door and we walk to the mall."right holly, we are gonna buy each other clothes like what we think would look good on each other because then we can have both styles" I say thinking up a new idea."yeah that way we can match sometimes hehe" holly says excitedly walking abit faster to get there quicker.

(A/N heyyyyyy I havnt updated in awhile and im very sorry about that but im gonna try update as much as I can my cousin Bethanyknight is over here in ireland for the week which is cool haha you guys should check out her books she does imagines and things about 5sos and they're really good so go check them out.so I hate to even think about it but its almost time for some of us to go back to school ewwwww so im going into 2nd year in ireland which is year 8 or 8th grade I think. I kinda want to go back to see my friends but I also then have to see fake bitches, people I hate weirdos populars get homework have to do work and get up early which i hate. I'm in an all girls school unfortunatley but I get the bus to school and it drops us off about 5 minutes away from my school so we ahve to walk past this other school which has guys so I look at them sometimes haha but my bus gets in really early so thers barley anyone at school at the time but after school I have to walk to my dads work which is about a half an hour to an hour walk and I have to walk through town so I see guys anyways I'm rambling on about my stupid life but i go back on the first of september what abot you guys. ther is afew mistakes grammar and spelling wise cause im using my ancient laptop