Fix me (luke hemmings fanfiction)

Time to get fit

" what do you want Luke ?" I say just above a whisper. I stop what I'm doing and look down at him tears rolling down my cheeks. "Please sky don't do this." His voice breaks and I think he's about to cry. I take the rope off from around my neck and start to climb down the tree. I just stand there and stare at Luke. "I'm sorry I had to put you through this" I whisper as Luke pulls me into a hug and let's me cry into his chest. "Let's go home and forget this ever happened but sky next time please talk to me ok?" He pulls out from the hung and slings his arm over my shoulder as we walk home. " I promise Luke I will" I was half telling the truth because I knew that if this happened again I wouldn't be able to tell Luke but I know he will be looking over me from now on. When we get home I decide to just go to bed because I have had a really long day today and need to sleep it off. I hear holly sneak into our room trying not to wake me up. I check what time it is and it's 8am. I wonder where holly was all night. I just shove it off and decide to get up. Holly was already conked out so I grabbed a pair of sweats and a tank top from the closet and walked towards the bathroom. I decided on having a nice shower while everyone else was a sleep. I taking off my pjs and hang my clothes up for after I also set up my make up and face washes out on the table in there. I turn on the shower and place a towel on the floor so I don't get the floor wet I get another towel and put it with my clothes to dry me off after. I jump into the now hot shower letting it wake me up. I start to hum a song as I wash my hair with shampoo and conditioner. I don't remember the lyrics to the song or the name I just remember the tune. I continue to clean my body with an amazing strawberry body wash before rinsing it off and getting out. I grab my towel and start to dry myself off afterwards I get dressed as I put on the tank top I look in the mirror to see that my stomach is hanging out more than usual and the elastic on my sweats are stretched as much as they can. I just run it off thinking I'm probably bloated. I see out of the corner of my eye a weighing scales and decide to check just out of curiosity. As I stand in the scale it tells me I am ten stone I used to b only 7 how did I gain 3 stone maybe I should cut down on the junk food (A/N Im not saying that 10 stone or any size is bad but for this character she feels like it is for her but you shouldn't care about your weight love yourself xx) I get off the scale and put on abit of make up to hide my blemishes before going back into the room and getting a oversized hoodie to hide my stomach. I grab my laptop and bring it downstairs deciding I was gonna have a movie day. I put the laptop on the table while making some breakfast. I decided on bring healthy so I make myself a pouched egg with strawberries and bananas with a slice of toast and a bottle of water. After eating I go to the sitting room to watch movies on my laptop. I sit down and start searching for a good movie on Netflix while my mind wonders off have I fully forgiven Luke over the whole kayla thing. Well he did save my life so I should be fine right? I end up watching paper towns. I have already gotten through paper towns and wild child I was now half way through the next movie bring the fault in our stars. I hear someone come downstairs. It is probably Liz so I continue with my movie I hear her cooking and a few minutes later she stops and walks into the sitting room I look up expecting to see Liz but it was actually Luke. " I thought you were Liz" I say smiling. "I get that a lot anyways I've made you a fry so come on and let's eat." He says gesturing towards the kitchen it was around lunch time now. " amm I'm actually not hungry I made myself a huge meal and I'm gonna go out in awhile and get something with the girls" I smile hoping he believes my lie. He just shrugs and walks back into the kitchen calling holly down for lunch. I put on some headphones and watch the end of the movie. I didn't really feel like taking to anyone today but I couldn't stay in the house because Luke will know somethings up. I decide to go up to the room and see what there is to do around here. Since where we lived was kinda small there wasn't much things unless you drove about half an hour to New York but I didn't have a car so I decided I'll go for a run. Which will occupy me and get me fitter. I'm killing two birds with one stone. " hey sky what you up to?" Holly walks into the room.I look up from my phone and smile. " just the person I wanted to see." I day turning my phone off. "And why is that?" Holly asks as she takes a seat beside me. " I was thinking of going for a run and a trip to the gym put don't have any like fitness clothes and was wondering do you have any I could borrow" I smile and holly jumps to her feet and grabs a pair of exercise leggings and a matching top with some trainers and throws them at me. I thank her and then she hands me a card. "What's this?" I ask looking at the card she handed me. "My membership to the gym just use it and you'll get in free. She says walking out of the room "thanks holly" I shout after her. I get changed and pack my sweats and jumper into a bag with a bottle of water and an apple before heading out to go exercise
(A/n oh hi yeah so I'm kinda back and I know I was gone for ages but I'm here now this is kinda shitty chapter but I've been trying so hard to write but I just have no inspiration so it's kinda bad put I've kinda had an idea for this book so it might get better hopefully so yeah hope you enjoy )