Alpha's Prize

Pompeii

lilly's pov.

right now no one can even come close to guessing how i feel not even me, i feel like i just swallowed a huge ball of acidic worms that are on fire.

instead of running out of the room and going home i just stood there staring at the man who made majority of my earthly life a nightmare, the horrible display of his more demonic attributes remind me of why exactly i should not let my guard down around this monster, even if he by some epic mistake of fate is my mate i will not give into it

squareing my shoulders i look him in the eye and say with venom coating every word "i lilly andreas reject... 
i didnt get to complete my sentence because faster than i could blink he had me up against the wall that in turn produced a dull throb that spread through out my back, honestly it took every thing i had to stay focused on him, watching him wearily from under my lashes because he looked livid like even more than i ever thought possible i hesitently swallowed and he closed the little space between us so i was pressed firmly against he and he said in a scarily calm voice "babe, tell me do you have some one that your screwing hmm?" shocked i just stared at him with my mouth hanging open right now i desperately want to slap him but i know from experience that, that is one of the worst things to do before i could think further he said in the same calm voice "now close your mouth babe " i immediately shut my mouth still looking this monster in the eyes simply because i couldnt the swirling depts of his evil yet beautiful blue eyes that are now mixed with black are pulling me in keeping my gaze, my mind even my soul captive this is so far the strangest first day ever and to make this even worse bastiles pompei is playing loudly through my head
he took a deep breath and growled out "why did you try to reject me mate?"
the only difference is that his voice had taken a demonic twist to it so am guessing his wolf is close to the surface and befor i could even think of an answer he continued "who even told a mere human like you that i am a werewolf, it was those god damn leeches wasnt it" as soon as he said that something in me just snapped in me i looked him in the eyes and said "those leeches as you so kindly called them are more important to me than you'll ever be mate" i say the last part like its a curse and i see hurt flash in his eyes a split second before he threw me accross the room breacking his desk in the process. 
the last thing i remember before the darkness consumed me is the panicked look he had on his face as he ran towards me saying over and over that he is sorry