Chapter 9

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Pan's POV (finally)

"Suck my ass!" Jenny yells as she walks away. What does that even mean? She says a lot of stuff I don't understand. She sure isn't Wendy, she's strong, independent, outgoing, and beautiful.

Okay this is the fifth time I've called her beautiful today... In my head of course. What's wrong with me? She probably doesn't like me anyway since I've been so mean to her.

I have to be rough with her anyway because love is weakness and it will just hold me back. Not like I'm saying I love her...

Jenny's POV

I walk in my tent and see Kevin napping on my bed. Aww he must have been waiting and fell asleep. Since Kevin is in here I'll just skip the party, plus I'm too tired.

I sit down at the little desk I have in my tent and look in my old 'Neverland Diary'. Wow I totally forgot about this, I wonder if I was the same person when I was 15.

Dear Neverland diary,

Peter and I planned to go swimming at the special pond/waterfall today but we couldn't go because shitfaced Felix had something, oh so, important about the truest believer.

This truest believer shit is really getting out of hand, like who cares? If anything I should be the truest believer since I believe in Peter more than anything! Ugh truest believer this, truest believer that, it's annoying!

Well I haven't changed. I flip through pages and just stop when I see a weird page that has dried stains that are probably tears.

Dear Neverland diary,

Peter won't let me go home and I miss my mom and dad. I have a feeling Peter doesn't like me anymore. I don't even recognize him, he loses his temper and is always mean to me ever since I said I wanted to go home.

He locked me in a cage and said some dumb shit about me being his. Dad and Mom must be worried sick. What am I supposed to tell them where I've been?

Peter is giving me two days in Neverland, if I choose to stay I'll stay, after two days and I still want to leave I'll have to never come back. And I'm positive I'm leaving, Neverland isn't all that fun and games now that I look at it. It's just darkness and evil, besides...

I need to grow up, but don't tell Peter I said that he will go ballistic.

And here I am today back in Neverland, the only thing that's different is that I'm actually lost and I missed Peter. Only a little bit.

Dear Neverland diary,

It's been two days now and I'm leaving at sundown. I can't wait to go back home so I can see my parents again. I hope they won't question me too much, I want everything to be the way it was before. Going to the Great Escape with my dad and riding every ride.

I can't wait...

But we never got to go to the Great Escape because when I got there my mom was yelling at me that he was killed in a crash, and it was my fault because he went out looking for me.

Flashback

As the shadow flies me through the sky, I can see my house from up here. I'm coming home finally!

The shadow basically threw me inside my bedroom window and flew away.

Asshole.

I run out of my room into the living room shouting,

"Mom, dad! I'm home! I'm home!"

I heard my mom weakly say,

"Jennifer?" I see her get up from the couch and walk towards me with a disbelieving expression on her face.

"Mom I'm home now! Where's dad? Is he in the bedroom? Dad!" I shouted. I looked back at mom and she looked pissed.

"Mom what's wrong? Everything is okay now I-" she just slapped me.

"Everything is okay? Everything is okay?! You are so selfish! Your father went out looking for you and got in a car crash! He's dead! He's dead because of you!" My mother screamed at me.

I can't believe what I'm hearing, he can't be dead. Tears start to prickle my eyes, I should've never went to Neverland, obviously people would be looking for me.

My mom is right it's all my fault.

I collapsed on the floor hysterically sobbing while my mom mumbles to herself how this all happened so fast.

I sat there silently crying to myself as I relive terrible memories.

"Jenny, are you crying?" Kevin asked.

"N-no I just have something in my eye." I cover up wiping my eyes.

"In both eyes?" He countered.

"Yes, Kevin, in both eyes." I said.

"Jenny, are you in here?" I heard Thomas call.

"Yeah!" I shout back.

He enters the room with a concerned face.

"Why aren't you at the campfire?" He said sitting in the chair next to me.

"I'm too tired from doing the laundry and I don't want to choke Peter today so..." Thomas chuckled.

"I'll stay with you and Kevin if you want?" He offered.

"Well, if you want to..."

"Yeah I'm staying here."

"Yay!" I exclaim and hug him. And coincidentally Peter walked in. That happens all the time in movies and tv shows it just pisses me off.

"What the hell is the meaning of this?" Peter shouted. He looked angry as fuck. When doesn't he look angry like seriously.

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