She's Bad

Chapter 15

** Hey guys before I start the chapter, I just really wanna thank some of you for being so patient with me. I know I really suck at updating, but I'm trying to get my time management under control so hopefully things will get better and I will be able to update more. Enjoy!**

Jay P.O.V

It's been a couple weeks since Alicia been gone and I'm just trying my best not to lose my mind. I know Greg told me to give it some time but I'm really worried that she won't come back to me. She still won't answer my calls, or call me back when I leave voice mails. The whole situation is just starting to take a toll on me. I only leave the house when I gotta go to the trap, and when I gotta go to the doctor.

The girl who shall not be named, said she wants to get an abortion. Even tho I'm not all the way against abortion, I'm not completely for it either but she has her reasons I guess. She says it's not a good time for her because she's in medical school and she's working two jobs and adding a baby into the picture wouldn't be good. I understand that though so I'm going with her this weekend so she can get it done. I know some of y'all are thinking that I should have a say in this too cause it's my baby, but at the end of the day she's the one carrying it, not me. If she really feels that she is not ready to have a baby then I can't argue with that. I know it won't make the issue with me and Alicia go away but I'm hoping it'll help.

At this point in time I don't even like to go out. Part of me is too scared to go out, and the other part of me is just used to Alicia being there when I do go out. I really miss her man don't nobody understand. It's just killing me not knowing if she thinking about me or if she found someone else, or if she crying herself to sleep every night. It's really breaking my heart to know that she so hurt that she can't even talk to me or give me a sign. I just feel so dead without her.

"Nigga you ain't hear me calling you??" It was Greg. He always popping up outta nowhere.

"No I didn't my bad I was thinking...wassup tho?" He already know how this go.

"Oh nothing everything cool, and it's about to get even better. I got in touch with the most known plug in the US and if we can get in business with him we would be good for life man." He said sounding excited.

I'm not gone lie I'm hyped too but it's just so much on my mind I don't even know how to show it right now. I just really want Alicia.

"Bruh are you not happy about this? This could change everything for us!"

"Yea I'm happy, I Just.....I just want Alicia like none of this feels as good as it should because I don't got her here to share it with. She won't even answer my calls or anything. How do I even know if she's okay?" I swear man it feels like the more time I give her the more I can feel her slip away and fall out of love with me. I don't know how much Longer I can take this man.

"I thought I told you to give her space? Calling her isn't giving her space nigga." He said sounding irritated.

"I don't call her every day or even more than once a day when I do call." I tried to defend myself but I already knew what he was bouta say next.

"If she didn't answer the first time or the second time, then why bother calling again? If she wants to talk then she will come to you. I know you hurting and you miss her but you need to think about her, and let her make the decisions." He was right. It's not really giving her space if I'm calling and trying to talk to her all the time.

"You right Greg, I need to just let nature take its course and whatever happens, happens."

"Now that's more like it. Come to my house so we can play the game, you need some fresh air. And no Alicia and Cali aren't there so you don't gotta worry about seeing her."