He Comforts You (part 2)

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*trigger warning*
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The next morning, you decided to text Y/F/N.

Y/F/N, I'm sorry about last night. I don't know what I was thinking.

Well, if you didn't have to have your way all the time, we wouldn't be arguing, would we?

Oh yeah, that makes me feel great. God you're such an asshole sometimes. Learn to be nicer to people when they're trying to apologize.

Since you're acting like a bitch, I'm not gonna talk to you. We can't be friends anymore. Goodbye.

Joe was over at Jim's house to film a colab. You were home alone because Caspar had gone to see Oli.

You sat in your room and cried until you had no more tears.

You went to try and eat something. You couldn't swallow anything. You were to upset to eat or do anything.

It was a little later and you didn't know what to do. You were too upset to do anything.

How do I take the pain away? You asked yourself.

Do I do this or not? You asked yourself. You were thinking about cutting. You had never done it before. You were in too much pain to not do anything.

You got up slowly and walked to the bathroom. You got your razor out of the shower and broke it so you could get the blade.

You sat down on the floor, your back to the cabinet. You sat there for about 5 minutes until you re-read through the texts. That was it. You were gonna cut.

You slowly slid the blade across your wrist. Over and over. You cut about 3 times on each wrist.

Once you were finished, you cleaned up your blade and hid it somewhere just in case you would need it again.

You went back into your room and put on a long, dark sweatshirt. You sat and cried again.

"Baby? What's wrong?" You heard someone whisper. It was Joe.

He came into the room and sat down next to you, rubbing your back. He pulled you into a hug. You sat there for a while.

"Joe," you whispered as your lip began to quiver.

"Yes baby?" He said and pulled away from the hug to look at your face.

"I did something I shouldn't have," you said and more tears streamed down your cheeks.

"That's okay baby," he said.

"Joe, it's more serious than you think," you said and sighed, upset with yourself.

"Well then, tell me," he said and kissed your forehead.

"Please don't get mad," you whispered.

"Love, whatever it is, I will help you with it," Joe said and you rested your head into his shoulder.

"I cut today," you whispered afraid of his reaction.

"Oh my god, baby, why didn't you call me?" He asked you as you burst into tears.

"Shh, shh, never mind. We'll get through this together," he said. You kept crying.

"Why did you do it?" He whispered into your neck.

"Read this," you said and unlocked your phone to show him the conversation with Y/F/N.

"I'm so sorry," he said and hugged and kissed you.

"I didn't know what to do so I ended up cutting myself," you whispered.

"It's okay love. I won't let this happen again. I love you too much to see you in pain," he said and you both sat in a hug.

"I love you," you whispered into his neck.

"I love you too," he said and kissed your neck.

"Come on, we can have a movie marathon and cuddle all night," he said and picked you up bridal style.

"Sounds amazing," you said as you both set up a little fort upstairs

"We're gonna forget that asshole, okay?" He said.

"Okay. As long as you help me. It's gonna be hard," you said and sniffled.

"I'll help you. I love you so much and I hate to see you hurt," he said and you cuddled into his side.

"Thank you for being the nicest person in to world to me, I don't know what I would do without you," you said and leaned up to kiss him. You kissed his cheek.

"Nuuhuh. Lips," he said and pointed to his lips.

You kissed his lips passionately and pulled away only to cuddle into his side and fall asleep. Knowing that he would always be there for you.

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