Nineteen

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Not being able to sleep sucks. It's not Kylo's quiet snores that is keeping me awake. It's the heart burn.

Fucking heart burn. My family always told me if you get heart burn while pregnant, your baby is going to have a lot of hair.

Why can't it be bald? But no. It's gonna be a pain in the ass and make me stay awake at night as it develops hair. Fuck my life.

Fuck. Would I even be a good mother? Would I even have the patience to raise it? This baby does need a mother.

But it has a father. A good father. Not. What if I had this baby and then left? Would Kylo come looking for me? Yes, and he would kill me for abandoning them both.

Two months down. Seven to go. Count down these days. I'm going to need a drink when this baby is born. A drink of what? Water?

My mind is being a smart ass. Why can't is just be quiet. For five damn minutes.

"Fuck!" I said to myself and got out of bed. Why am I so angry?

"Victoria. Are okay my love?" Kylo asked.

"I just want this baby out of me," I said.

"Well. We have seven months," he said.

"I know!" I shouted.

"Come to bed," he said.

"I can't! I can't sleep! Your fucking baby is giving me heart burn!"

"Our. Our fucking baby," he corrected, "now come lay down." I did as I was told and laid down. He pulled me close and rubbed my belly.

"You'll be okay. I promise. I will stay up with you," he said and kissed my shoulder.

"You owe me," I growled.

"I gave you a baby. Isn't that enough?" He smiled.

"Ugh. Yes it is actually." I sighed.

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