I Need You

Chapter 8

TIM POV: After the show, I went in my dressing room, showered and changed. I can't stop thinking about Faith. I wish she would let me to talk to her, to explain things. I never wanted this. I never wanted Kristine to show up that day and kiss me. I immediately pushed her away and for her to bring up that her "son" is mine also. Which I'm beginning to think there really is no baby. She is making this up to start trouble for me. After I broke up with her, she didn't take it well.  I just didn't see a future with her, I wasn't in love with her. So I ended it. Than I met Faith. And from than on I instantly knew she was the one. I never loved anyone like I love her. She's my true love, my soulmate. I need to go find her to talk to her. I knocked on her dressing room door to see if she was still here. It's a long shot but I figured it's worth a shot. But no answer. As I was walking away when I saw one of the crew guys walking by "Hey Jim, have you seen Faith?" "yeah actually about 10 minutes or so ago, she was leaving" "oh ok thanks man" I said and went back to the hotel. I saw Faith walking into her room. I didn't realize her room was right by mine. Ok perfect. I took a deep breath and than knocked on her door. "What the hell are you doing here?" "she said "Faith can we talk?" "Tim it's late, leave me alone" She said as she slammed the door in my face. I heard some loud noises coming from a room down the hall.  I than just turned around and went back to my room. Just as I was about to grab a drink from the fridge here in my room, I heard a knock. "Shit" I said out loud "who the hell is that at this time of night" I opened the door. "yeah what.. oh." "Tim, I'm sorry" Faith said "yeah whatever is that why you came by? or did you come by to insult me more?" "That's not fair!" "Fair? you want to talk about FAIR!" I practically yelled "Tim..shhh.. please" "Look I'm sorry for yelling" "Can I come in please?" I opened the door more and motioned for her to come in. I closed the door behind her. She sat down on the bed. I sat down next to her. "Look. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.." "To what Faith? Put me down more?" She was quiet. "yeah whatever I can see this isn't going to work she said" "WAIT.. Look I'm sorry ok. It's just frustrating because I love you so damn much and you won't even hear me out" "you love me?" "YES I do" "Yeah you love me so much you kissed another woman!" "I didn't kiss her" "TIM I SAW YOU" She said raising her voice. "Look it's late I'm sorry, I didn't mean to raise my voice" "it's fine. But we need to talk but it's late, so please can we talk in the morning?" "Ok fine" she said and left.  I than got in my bed. I layed there with a smile. Maybe there's some hope, finally! I than closed the light and went to sleep. It took some time since the noise but it finally died down.