Something Is Wrong With Me.........

Part 2

 Shit.... 

She was almost 10 feet away, that's when I just broke out into a run. I ran as if my life depended on it. I could hear her yelling my name out in the distance. But I refused to listen. Not anymore, I'm not going to take her bullshit anymore.

Boom! I turned around and I saw my mother laying out on the floor. A few feet away from me. People surrounded her. Blood covering her chest. Her body as life-less as it looked. I stood there in a daze. Not able to process what was happening. Oh my gosh! I wanted to scream. But with all the memories of her in my life. I really didn't care that she was hit by a car.

"Somebody do something!" I heard the voice of a  by-passer call out. "Someone call for an ambulance!"

Why didn't I feel pain? Why couldn't I show any emotions? Maybe it was because of the things that heartless bitch did to me in my life. Dr. James claims I'm just hallucinating towards my mother. He told her that and she believed him. Are you fucking serious, and now she might be dead. Life is a bitch huh? A real sad bitch...

"Dawn, how has your day been?". His grey like eyes staring into my hazel eyes.

"Um, good, I am starting to make new friends" I lied. Ever since Billy, the school's dumb jock, said I screwed him. No one would even turn my way. I used to be this cheerful girl, now I am this, dark, miserable girl, downing in my own depression.

"That's good, would you like something to drink?"

"Uh, sure" I said awkwardly. I never had a drink that was alcoholic.

He offered me what tasted like wine, but I didn't say anything. I thought it was cool to drink it at the moment. Then as I laid back on the chair he sat next to me. 

"What do you think you're doing mister?" I slurred my words. I felt so dizzy and weak. I couldn't think properly.

"Nothing", he smiled then kissed me. At first I was like wow, he's cute and young, so I let him do it. Then he did it again and again.

"Okay, stop now." I begged p

attempting to push him off me.

He ignored me. "STOP!" I yelled. I was so scared at that moment. My heart was beating faster than a race car. I hoped my mother heard me, but it seemed like she had already left.

"Dawn, sush, just let me just do this-"

"NO GET OFF!"

He played with the buttons of my shirt, then rubbed my legs. "Calm down, I'm not gonna hurt you."

"Dawn..Dawn..DAWN", I blinked 3 times to find myself packing my clothes in my room. Its only 7:30, good. I didn't know where I was going, but all I knew was it was gonna be better than here.