Part 18

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"Can I be the god parent?!" Ashley exclaimed in my ear. As soon as I told her I was pregnant she flipped out. We were sitting down watching Awkward. Jenna's mom made her take a pregnancy test, and they speaking out over the outcomes."If it's history repeating itself, then I will be by your side one-hundred percent", her mom told her. "Be right back", Ash said. If only my mom did the same, if only my mom was the same. "WE'RE HAVING A BABY", Her mom yelled. My eyes began to water. I turned off the T.V and went to Ashley's room.

"Ash, will you be by my side when I have this baby? If me and Colson don't last? Will you still love me?", I couldn't fight the tears I was so over emotional. I was standing outside room door, waiting for an answer.

"Dawn, what happened? Why are you crying?", I heard someone say but it wasnt Ashley. I took two steps away from the door, because if it was Colson, I really didn't wanna see him right now.The door swung open and, fuck me hard, it was Colson.

"Dawn? What happened? Are you feeling okay?" he says as he presses his hand against my forehead. Why am I so emotional? I think ever since I met him, I started to actually feel pain.

"Nothing", I say walking away from him.

"Dawn, we need to talk", he whispers into my ear, knowing we might have people listening.

"Yeah, sure", I say wiping my red eyes.

"Dawn, when I first met you I thought that you were just like the other girls. The ones that give me head no questions asked. But you were not like that. There are so many things I wanna ask, but just cant, because you are acting like this. I love you I really do, but it feels llike im slowly losing you". All I could do was stand there and gawk like an idiot at what he just said. He was right, but I always like to have the last word.

"Fine, then I will leave".

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