Something Is Wrong With Me.........

Part 11

As I packed my clothes nothing but guilt came over me. What was I doing, and why was I leaving? I thought I should stay, but how would that make Colson feel? But what if I go, how would I deal with this experience? I just couldn't stop thinking about the many things I should do. But what?

"Dawn" I was expecting to see Colson but I saw Slim instead.

"Dawn, that man is in there crying his eyes out, go get him".

"But he said-"

"I know what he said, but in the inside he didn't really mean it. He really likes you Dawn, and to be honest we all do. Not in the way he does-- Look, you know what I mean. Just go get him." I couldn't protest. Slim was right, he's crying right now. Literally crying his eye balls out because of me. I walked out my room and down to the next one. I knocked and opened it slightly and there he was leveled down on his knees. With his head in his hands, against the bed edge.

I stood there not knowing what to say but also terrified at what HE would say to me. He finished and opened his hands revealing his perfect face of his. I couldn't believe, Machine Gun Kelly was actually crying.

He looked at me and got up. "Dawn" was all he said and he tackled me in a hug. Wrapping his arms around me like big teddy bear.

"What are you doing? I thought you said-"

"No, fuck what I said. Cause if I play the right song you might take it off." He said smiling. I have never seen someone smile so much because of me. It felt really amazing to know that someone loved me enough to smile because of me.

"I will always be there for you, you just gotta find my plug. I'll be waiting right here for you if you ever wanna find my lov-" I sang enthusiastically. But when I closed my eyes for the love part his lips were on mine. Soft, smooth, with a hint of love.

"Dawn, I just cant listen to you without my heart racing a mile a minute. When I speak to you its hard to look eye to eye. But after we kiss, I look up to see that they are satisfied".

"Then they lived happily ever after" A voice said sarcastically. I turned around to look at Dubo who smirked at us.

"Shut the fuck up!" Colson said as he chased him around the room. I laughed as I watched Dubo trying to out run Colson.

"Do you know what you are getting into?" Slim asked me as he walked in. So he saw too huh?

"Yeah I know." I replied. I knew how much I was getting in to.

"What? You do?" He asked surprised. I knew every girl Colson has ever been with was dumb and only wanted the money and fabulous life. But me, no this is real love between me and him.

"LACING THE FUCK UP", I screamed as I jumped on him. Then Colson, Ashley, Dubo, then Cassie decided to pile up on me.

"Welcome to the FAM Dawn."

The FAM I liked that...

   A/N I decided to continue this story -YAY- At least ten chapters more, then finsh Visible to the Eye. That story is going to be at least 17 chapters...I have a long way to go............