Something Is Wrong With Me.........

Part 37

<>Dawn<>

I don't even know where we were walking to but it had to be some where other than that bitch ass movie set. The producer comes in and suddenly tells me that ME Richard Colson Baker 's significant other isn't going to be the one helping rise in his fame. She must have been out of her mind.

I squeezed tightly on his right hand that I was holding as we walked in a parking garage. "Where are you taking me?" I asked him as he opened my side door for me. He was being extra nice today and polite. Colson was never the type for chivalry. He was a normal dude, if it was cold and I forgot to bring a jacket then he wouldn't give up his own warmth for me. Or if we went to a restaurant he wouldn't take ten seconds to come and pull out my chair. Colson was Colson and I loved that about him.

"You'll see Dawn, just relax and trust me." Trust you?! You've cheated on me like twice and you want me to trust you!?

"Fine, fine, but don't take me to the woods where you can rape me." I said closing in my door.

"Why would I rape you in the woods if I could do it in the back seat."

"Dirty mind Kelly I like that." I smirked. I watched him shift the gear in drive and back out. I remember him driving on the freeway with the music blasting on high of one his songs. Then everything just went dark right there.

I had a horrible nightmare. It involved me and Kells staying at a hotel room when a man. In a trench coat busts in and points a gun out of nowhere and shoots. Kells grabs me and ducks me on the floor. Shielding me behind him. Another BANG! Kells falls on the floor. Blood surrounds Colson. That's when I realize the bullet hit his chest this time. My arms, hands and thighs soaked with crimson red blood on the material of my jeans. I hated it so badly. It hurt to see Colson die right in my arms.

"You alright Dawn?" He asked taking his eyes off the road for a split second before looking back.

"Yeah just a bad dream." I responded rubbing my head. I still didn't know where we were going yet and Colson refused to tell me anything about the whereabouts.

"What was it about?"

"Something."

"What was that something?"

"You."

"What about me?"

"Your imperfect but I love it." I said leaning in and giving him a peck on the lips. I leaned against the leather seat and closed my eyes letting the wind of the freeway hit my face. I didn't know where we were going but as long as I was with him it was okay.

~&~

I opened my eyes again. No sign of the car moving. No sign of Colson. They kidnapped him!

Wait...we're in front of a hotel.

I turned around and found Colson wheeling two suitcases from the trunk and handing them over to a young man who dragged them inside.

"Good afternoon sleepy head. I hope you look forward to seeing your precious little babies." I heard Colson say through the glass window. I groaned for a minute and slumped. It's not that I don't like seeing my babies, I do. But a mother needs her time off. I can't change diapers, make bottles and breast feed twenty-four seven.

Colson has ways of surprising me. Like taking me to the beach and throwing me into the cold water like a rag doll. Sleeping with another girl or making out with another girl and then telling me that it wasn't him in the picture. But whatever it was this has got that be the most surprising one of all.

"Where are we anyways. Cleveland?" I asked as our hands locked walking down the hall of hotel rooms.

"Pennsylvania." He said bluntly like it was nothing.

"Pennsylvania!? We're in Pennsylvania right now? Are you sure because that's-"

"Were in Pennsylvania Dawn."

"But-"

"Pennsylvania." He cooed pointing a finger at me.

"How in the world did you drive me from Ohio to Pennsylvania without me noticing?" I asked I'm disbelief and holding my head with both hands.

"Well you were asleep for four hours of the five hour trip so the signs got by you." He said laughing. I really want to strangle him.

If I could only reach him...

"Your face the whole time was full of spit. Damn you looked retarded." He continued laughing hysterically. "You look like you got ran over by a Aquafina truck."

"Ha ha a-hole. Where the hell is everybody at." I demanded crossing my arms.

I watched him carefully as he opened one of the doors and walked in. "Sup Dawn." Slim greeted me first. Then Ashleigh, Janae, Dubo, Casey, Slims one year old daughter and my little boy and girl.

"They behaved the whole time Dawn. They slipped a little but they were good." Ashleigh said handing them both in my arms.

"If only they would act like that with me." I joked. I looked and stared at them. They were so beautiful. Just like their father.

"Our room malady." I heard Colson say taking my hand. Why is he being so polite? He did something stupid I know it.

"Anything interesting you want to tell me?" I asked eyeing him while packing out my clothes. He slipped off his jeans and replaced it with swimming trunks.

"Going to the pool to chill with Dubo and Slim, you coming or nah?"

"Nah, I just feel like relaxing in the bed and playing with the kids. You go and have fun". My back ached, and as much as I wanted to go I shouldn't. I can't always be up under him all the time, I didn't wanna seem obsessive.

"You sure." He says climbing onto the bed and pinning me down. He made sure my crotch was aligned perfectly with his, even if my height made it seem impossible for him to lay and kiss me.

"I mean we could just hang here, or in the shower" he says winking.

"Uh no. I'm not giving it up, until to tonight..When you take me to dinner, by the beach". It was a simple task, easy exchange. Romantic dinner, rough sex. No biggie.

He bit my lip, and I felt my lower back vibrate. I groaned.

"You're gonna make me change my minnd." I whined. His kisses seemed to have these warnings. As if to tell you that he really wants you.

"Fine, okay okay. I'm out, but be ready by tonight. Papa Cockpunch is gonna teach you a few things." He said as he got up he placed towel around his neck and placed both hands on top of his head. He sighed, smiling at me like he never seen me before.

"Man, why am I so lucky to have you?"

I shrugged my shoulders, hugged, kissed him and warned him to tell them hoes '5 feet or 5 minutes' and pushed him out the door.

"Bye Daddy." And a sudden smack as if someone was given a kiss, was heard outside of my door.

Casey, Caeligh, Cadin, and Ashley steeped into my room with movies, and a make-up kit.

"CCC Babbers!" I hug them all and give them kisses. Maybe another child won't be so bad.