Something Is Wrong With Me.........

Part 44

MGK POV

It was almost D-Day. Me and Dawns wedding, her Dad called right after we left the hotel. She didn't seem happy at all after that, she left the room with tears down her cheeks. I asked her what happened but she didn't wanna talk about it. We waved it off, like nothing occurred. I hated it most when she held in her emotions, I didn't want her to turn into damaged goods.

Dawn POV ~

Earlier ⏪

"Baby, remember when we first met?", I ask Colson. He helped out with the planning, and everything panned out so far so good. I couldn't wait to get married, I couldn't wait to show people who this wild boy was when it came to family.

"Yeah, you had on a weird ass look when you saw me. Drinking a blue-slushy.  From afar I thought you were sexy, but up close you're beautiful "he prides.

"Awwww", Slim and Dubo tease.

"Shut yo Squidward and Gary asses up man", Colson jokes. They exchange middle fingers and glances. My phone interrupts a flame war, via private number. I wasn't expecting any calls.

"Dawn?", a troubled voice said.

"Yeah? Who's this?".

"Dawn it's me -- Your dad. Remember ?".

"Dawn Look I need-".

"Remember ? REMEMBER??". You've got to be fucking kidding me

"Look Dawn, I wanna say I'm sorry for anything that's everything. But I dont have time, I need your help" he says innocently.

"Where were you when I need YOURS?". I bit my quivering lip. My nose was running, and so were my eyes. Colson looks up at me, and runs over to me asking if I was okay. I throw him the phone, I clutch my stomach. Crying harder than ever.

"DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING CALL AGAIN!", I heard Colson shout. That sure as hell won't stop him. I remember my Dad saying the same thing when I told him mom was hurting me, while he was on his special 'trips'. "Don't you ever fucking call here again, you hear me? Huh? Do you hear me?". Yeah Dad I hear you.

"Dawn, baby come out. We need you, we wanna show you something", he says outside the door.

"Coming, I -uh just needed to wipe my face". I'm horrible at lying. As soon as I open the door, Caeligh & Cadin stood in front of me in their wedding attire.

"We're ready to go Mommy!", they say in union. Smiling I grip their bodies close to mine, and kiss their cheeks.

"So am I baby, so am I ".

"Dawn I spoke to that ass--", I glance up at Colson then the kids .

"I mean Bad man, he won't be coming near you anymore". He reassures me. What would I do without this man. I hug him and he gives me a noogie. This annoying tall, funny man.

"Who's up for ice cream!?", he shouts.

"MEEE!", Cadin yells first. Caeligh tugs on my shirt, for me to kneel down to her height.

"Mommy, I love you guys, I really really do", she says and kisses my cheek. Colson picks up the kids in each arm. "Let's take a picture".

Slimm, his girl, their baby, stood positioned on the opposite side of me and the kids.Casie, who was almost up to my shoulders stood besides me and her father. Dubo, and the rest of the crew (or single guys) stood in the back. Ashley and me held shoulders, while Colson held me from behind. We were a true family, an EST Family.

"1,2,3"

"LACE UP!".

MGK POV ~

After setting up the wedding, me and the crew went out for our bachelor party. Before we left Dawn told me she trusted me, and even though I told her the same I didn't trust Ashley. I didn't want some stripper shaking their asses in her face on my dining room table.

"Hey, how about we get lap dances ?" Dubbo suggests.

"Yeah from her",biting my lips in temptation, I point to a short person (dwarf or midget is disrespectful)

"You a freak", Slimm says arching his lips in a screwed up way.

"So? As long as its a woman, right?". She was aggressive too. Pulling my hair and shirt, standing on my lap dancing. You know damn well I tipped her too, I asked her if two-grand was enough. She hugged me and begged of a photo, and autograph. Ain't nothing wrong with a short girl, they perfect the way they are. I kissed her goodbye.

"Damn, you got every girl in here wishing that was them".

"Naa, I only get the girls who aren't afraid to accept who they are and what they look like", that was the truth. I remember a fan telling me she didn't expect me to choose her to come backstage to chill. She told me how she was ignored to be chosen to come back stage, because she believed she was a lil over weight. I told her there ain't nothing wrong with a lil too much curves on a woman.

"Yo, so after this let's head out to the club. I wanna get drunk", Dubbo comments.

"Bruh, you always the one crying like a little bitch the day after. And besides, I can't. I'm getting MARRIED tomorrow".

"Oh I see, you whipped ass niggas" he tempts.

"Naa I don't see you aiding up any other chick yet. So you couldn't possibly understand" I say brushing him off.

"Preach", Slim says raising his glass. Dubbo sucks his teeth, and trails a Dancer down.

"Yeoo, this my song!", I cry with delight. Paranoid by Ty Dolla $ign played. In a strip club? I gave Dubo that It's-hammer time look and we started doing our dance. Moving our shoulders, and dry humping our imaginary women.

"Both of my bitches drive range rovers".

"Dubbo smells like left-oveeers ", Slimm jokes. We watch as a stripper grinds on him, and he flips us off.

"I can't wait to get back to my wife, tomorrow I'm really doing Slim".

"Well, MY NIGGA YOU MADE IT !", he says gripping my shoulder into a side hug.

"Naaah , WE made it !".

Dawns POV

"ASHLEYYYY!", she ordered three strippers for us share. Me , her, my best friend , and Her mom. I refused to participate in touching any booty thumping male, Ashley's mom jumped at the chance as soon as I declined it. I never knew that men could handle thongs in such a way. It didn't seem to bother him not a bit.

"You like that, Mami Chula?" Roberto says grinding his body in front of me. I refused to take my blind fold off, REFUSED.

"I do!", Barbs says placing singles in unimaginable places. She has no shame in her game, I hope I'm bold when I'm that old.

"I need to breathe!", I head into the kitchen drinking a tall glass of....wine. I needed it, and what the heck, Colson was probably doing way worse than me.

"Dawn ", I nearly spit put my wine. Colson crept up behind me and kisses my head. He couldn't whisper even if he tried. Deep voice and all.

"When'd you get in? How did you even-",

"Shhh". I never been shh'd before. But it was soothing.

"Are you drunk?". That seemed like a retorical question

"No, not at all. Now let me take care of you". Right here? On the kitchen counter? He must've read my thoughts because he mummured 'mmmhmmm'. His nose tickled my neck as he picked me up and sat me on the counter. Planting my hands firmly on his, we kiss for minutes. He lifts his shirt,while I undo my pants. In no time at all we made love on he counter. I buried my head into his chest, to keep from crying out. A constant thump from the drawers were heard.

I heard a sudden click, and I opened my eyes. He continued, but as I turned I noticed the Hang Over posse watching us.

"Colson", I slap his back. He continued, squeezing tighter.

"Colson!", he looks up at them then back up at me.

"Come on, really. What a huge cockblock". Lifting up his pants he walks by Roberto who gives him an eye of some sort.

"Aye Papi, usted parece bastante delicioso para comer", he says rubbing his neck. Colson gives him the, the fuck look. He walked up the stairs, but still looking at Roberto with a questioning look. It was only 11:30, and shit was already crazy. What can you expect from the EST fam.