Something Is Wrong With Me.........

Part 6

 We arrived at the place Colson was performing at, and I noticed he was giving me the cold shoulder. What the hell did I do to him? Why was he acting this way? Why do I care? I will never fucking know.

"Dawn...Dawn".

I turned and saw Dubo. "Come on, we gotta go." He said.

"Oh, yeah..Sorry.." I said still depressed.

 As I walked backstage I saw Colson getting ready. He nodded his head towards me and walked in my direction. "He-" I was about to finish but he walked right pass me. He went straight for the girls, wearing next to nothing lace up clothing. I just couldn't take it anymore. Why was he being such an asshole?

"Grilled cheese with no ham. Looking at my life like god damn, I came from nothing no lie. Bitch, now I want a piece of that pie" Colson rapped into the mic. Each word like someone stabbing a knife into you.

I woke this morning next. I yawned and stretched my arms out into the air. Right when I turned around my heart skipped a beat. Right next to me was Colson.

"Sup Dawn" He didn't seem to care that we were an one inch away from kissing each other. I moved over to the wall and kept my hand to his chest to create a barrier.

"Why are you here?" I blurted out.

"You passed out, when I invited you on the stage..."

I passed out in front of hundreds of people...freaking great. Just great Dawn you can't do anything right.

Before I can say anything, the bus driver shouted to us. "Were here"

"Come on" Colson said as he grabbed my hand. I didn't even have time to fix my hair. And we made our way towards the front of the bus. I looked outside the window and saw a house. I was geeking out..

"Soo, this is your house?".

"Not only mine, its the family's too", he said smirking.

"Daddy!", a little girl nearby said. That must be Cassie.. She was so cute, her big brown eyes, curly hair, but she had Colson's nose. "Late again Richard",

I saw a woman with a frown on her face. She must have been Cassie's mother, and Colson's first.

"Uh yeah we had trouble with th-", she cut him off.

 "Who's that?".

I looked up to see her pointing at me. 

"That's, uh-- Dawn.. My roadie". He was so nervous around her. 

"You know how I feel about having strangers around my child Richard", she said nearly yelling at him.

She walked away she glanced at me, then got in her car. As she drove off, Colson waved his hand then his middle finger. 

"Okay Cass, lets go eat some food", Dubo said as he led her up the stairs.

I felt someone grab my hand, and saw it was Colson. "I don't want you passing out again", he said. But before he turned away he blushed. 

  Im just lost for words right about now........