You don't own me (A Dean Ambrose fanfic smut)

Caught in the act

I continued to walk while reading my book. I saw my spot under the tree on the park, I decided to sit down. I was reading a love story, it was about a girl who fell for the wrong kind of guy. I could kind of relate to her. The only difference is he never got angry at her, he always treated her like she was the most important thing in his life. I wish Dean would do that with me. No I don't! Don't be stupid! I told myself. I read on as Lewis began to make love to Sophia. I was engorged in this romance, way better than 50 shades. I felt myself blush as it went into detail of every inch of their affair. I found myself getting a bit heated. I decided to put my book down to calm myself. I watched as Ducks made their way in a line down to the pond. I couldn't help but laugh at the smaller ones stumbling over their own feathers. My thoughts slowly came back to the book. I kept glancing at it. What if the story was about me and Dean instead? Would that make it any harder to read? Surely not. This would be my ultimate test to see if I really did want him. If it did nothing, then that's final. If it did get me hot under the collar...well then I would have to try and deal with my emotions. I picked the book back up, took a deep breath and began to read on. 

Cassie laid back onto the plush blanket in front of the blazing fire place. She wanted him, she needed Dean. Nothing could hold them back this time. They was giving their everything and they wanted nothing less. Dean pulled Cassie's skirt up revealing her black pantyhose that reached up to her red and black laced panties. She writhed her hips against his hand begging him to give her some form of touch. They didn't say a word as their eyes met. Dean's dark ones staring into Cassie's liquid blue ones. His mouth gave a slanted smile as he moved down to her center, brushing his tongue teasingly along her panties. Cassie's back arched as the sensations of his wet firm tongue slid up and down. Her wetness pooled showing her approval...

"Ok no good!" I laughed placing the book down. I had reached the end of the sex scene in my novel and was even more annoyed with myself than before I tested myself. "Fuck!" I scolded wishing I never even came up with that stupid idea. Luckily nobody would have to know. I felt hot and turned on. I wished so badly Dean could be a better man. I wished we could look into each others eyes while climaxing together. It just wasn't fair. I needed a release but I wasn't going to him for it. I got up and grabbed my book. I refused to read anymore knowing our names would slip into it in my mind. Walking past a trash can I threw it in and promised myself to forget the damn thing ever existed. I made my way across the road back to my apartment. When the front door came in view I rushed inside locking the door behind me. I dropped my jacket and walked straight into my bedroom and stood in front of my drawer that I never opened...ever! I was throbbing down below, my body begging for something to release me. I knew I had to do it, I lived alone, nobody would ever have to know. I slid the drawer open to see my vibrator still in it's packaging. I bought it a while ago thinking it would be a good idea. I put it in my drawer and hadn't opened it again ever since. I took it out the packaging and climbed onto my bed. Looking at it I switched it on feeling the object pulse in my hand. I played with the settings procrastinating and nervous to even try. I had never done this before. I didn't even know if I would be able to please myself. I took my phone out of my pocket and placed it on the bedside table. I felt a bit exposed even though I was fully clothed so I climbed into bed fully and pulled off my jeans and top. I was left in my underwear still staring at the vibrator. "Get  a grip Cassie!" I scolded myself deciding I was being stupid. I turned it on and slid it under the sheets placing it just above my pant line. "Ok, not scary at all so far" I thought to myself. I slid it down lower enjoying the vibrations on the lowest setting teasing me above my panties. My mind went back to that book. I remembered a few of the hot pages I had read but my mind kept changing the images to me and Dean.

I concentrated harder trying to get him out of my mind but his face kept reappearing. I slid my pants down the moment I began to feel wet. Now extremely desperate and needing a release I slid it along my folds. A moan escaped my lips, I couldn't help but smile to myself. I repeated the motion again and the same reaction. Holding it on my clit where the pleasure seemed more intense I turned the setting up to a faster speed. "Oh god!" I moaned out. I slid it up and down again feeling myself start to enjoy the sensations even more and relaxing into it. My moans became louder and louder by the second. I tried to follow the book pages in my head but now allowing it to be Dean and me. It made everything so much more intense. I thought of how he would teasingly slow slide into me copying what I was seeing in my head with the vibrator. I inserted it moving along my eyes closed. I felt it hit my g spot and my back arched. I slid my other hand down below and rubbed my clit slowly. I didn't need to do much, the vibrator was doing the hard work for me. I could feel something building, I knew it was my orgasm. Then my mobile began to ring. "Shit!" I moaned out feeling myself peak higher. It cut off but then the phone began to ring again. I ignored it further and began to slid the vibrator in and out faster. I gripped the sheets below me with my hand that was on my clit and let a loud solid moan rip from me. I came hard drenching my leg and hand. I panted trying to catch my breath. I switched the vibrator off and laid thinking about how awesome that felt. I should have done it sooner. I'd been missing out!

My phone began to ring again and I groaned out. I rolled over grabbing it and clicked answer. "Hello?" I placed it on loud speaker getting out of bed and grabbing my clothes. "Cassie I'm outside your front door" I froze at Romans voice. Oh god! Did he hear me? "Are you?" I said innocently. "Yeah, can we talk?" I didn't think I just agreed and hung up. I rushed to put my clothes back on and then to the door. "Hey Roman" I smiled sweetly. He looked at me knowingly and stepped in past me. I let out a breath I had been holding and closed the door. "You busy?" I shook my head no. "You sure?" I nodded a bit too obvious I was hiding something. "So is Dean here?" "No he's not. I haven't seen him since the other night at Chloe's" He raised an eyebrow at me and then turned and walked to the bedrooms. Opening each door like he was looking for something. "Roman? What are you doing?" I laughed awkwardly. "Who's here Cassie?" He asked looking back at me. "Nobody is here" I explained. He stepped into the living room and looked around. "Roman what are you doing?" He turned and looked at me again. "I heard you fucking someone. I don't mind what you do but you know how Dean would react. I won't tell him but you need to be careful" I began to laugh. "Nobody is here. I am alone I promise" He looked at me trying to read my face. "Then what was that moaning all about?" Shit! He did hear me for definite. I felt uncomfortable under his eyes. He wasn't angry, but he was very confused about what was happening here. "It's none of your business" I stated firmly smiling at him. "Anyway, is everything ok? Why you come round here?" He sat down on the sofa and handed me a bag. "Chloe asked me to drop this off. She would have come herself but she has work today" I nodded taking it from his hands. I looked in and saw it was just my dress she borrowed a few weeks ago. "Thanks" I smiled placing the bag down. 

"So your alone?" He pushed again. For fuck sake. This was getting awkward. "Look Roman, not that it is any of your business but...I was in my room, alone, masturbating. Ok? Is that alright with you?" His face burned red. "Fuck sorry!" He stood up fast and looked anywhere but at me. Then he had realization in his eyes. "You was moaning Dean's name" My eyes went wide. "No I wasn't!" I insisted. "Yes you did" He folded his arms and began to smirk at me amused. "You fantasize about Dean!" "It was only that once!" I defended instantly covering my mouth when I made the mistake of telling him. His smirk grew bigger. "Anyway I shall let you get back to it" He headed for the door. "Hey! Don't you dare tell anyone! Roman?! Roman?!" I shouted after him as he walked off down the street. I slammed my door shut annoyed and embarrassed. Why did I have to admit what I was doing to him? I could have said it was a neighbor! Christ!" I headed back into my room and grabbed the devil incarnate that got me into this mess. I paced through the house and opened the bin throwing the vibrator inside in anger. I preyed to myself he wouldn't tell anyone. I knew if Dean got wind he would use that knowledge to his advantage.