Shawn Mendes Imagines

talking to the moon

Everyone's a shamas shipper I can tell ;)

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I sat at the window gazing up towards the moon as it shine bright in the night sky. I let out a soft sigh and felt a single tear roll down my cheek. I held my hands together and let out a thoughtful sigh once more.

"Y/N, hey I know you can't hear me- but, I can hear you. I miss you like hell. You were my heart and soul and- and they just had to take you" I sobbed.

I wiped away the tears away and continued.

"I wish you were here, seeing me, sleeping with me. I miss you, I miss your touch, your lips, your everything. It's just not the same without seeing you everyday at school, or-"

I stopped and looked around me for anyone listening.

"Making love to you, it will never be the same for me. I feel empty and I don't have a purpose without you by my side 24/7" I chuckled.

"I've been talking more. My sister mostly but that's about it. She's the only one who makes me happy right now. I've been writing a lot" I said twiddling my fingers again.

I rested my head against the window and closed my eyes feeling another tear drop on my shirt.

"I've been singing a lot, about you of course. My friends know about my depression now- and anxiety" I shook my head. "I didn't want them to know but it's pretty obvious now"

"All in all, you didn't deserve this, to be taken away from you. I love you, you're my life- I don't know what to do without you. Please come back to me baby girl" I sobbed into my hands.

"It's not fair, it's just not fair"

I chuckled and wiped away the last of my tears.

"I wanna be with you..."

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A possible to be continued?? Eh idk you decide.