JIN
I was so fucking stupid! Why did I let her go?! Ugh! Pabo! Pabo! Pabo! I thought to myself while hitting my head against the steering wheel.
It was just a small fight, why did it have to end like this? I mean I do still love her but I-I can't!
It seems like she's fine afterall. Being with her new boyfriend just sickens me. Shit! I groaned, as tears spills out from my eyes.
If what we had was real, how could you be fine. 'Cause I'm not fine at all.
As I drove by our favorite café, my heart ached. We used to hang out here whenever I got my leave, just enjoying each others company.
I would kiss her randomly in between our conversations and she would blush. I smiled at that thought, but I instantly shook the thought away and drove back to my apartment that me and her used to live together.
Opening the front door expecting a kiss when I got home was what all I thought. Nothing.
"Hi oppa!" (Y/N) said as I came home from another recording with BTS. I smiled at her youthful face and kissed her, "Hey princess." I said softly.
I frowned, Seokjin just stop this! She doesn't care about you anymore. I pulled on my hair in frustration, fcking hell.
I went to the bedroom and lay on my stomach, as I let the tears spill. How can I forget these stupid little things? I caressed the empty placed beside me, just imagining that she's there, by my side.
She would smile so beautifully. I shut my eyes and sobbed, I may look like dumb crying over a girl but that's the real thing. I love her too much, too much to let her go.
The sun's rays woke me up from my sleep, I scattered around the mattress trying to cuddle closer to (Y/N) but to realize that she's gone. I sighed. I rubbed my face and stood up, doing my usual routine.
If only I could wake up with amnesia, and forget her.
