It's all about something's that can't be changed...
That something's are named as feelings, fate, relations, your true self etc etc.
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Let's meet a girl who is always happy because her mind works optimistically...
She believe...
After meditation I should be calm enough to not loose control due to anger and in control enough to not forget the reason why i am here and why i am angry.
I switched off the ceiling lights before i lied down on the two seater couch with my head resting comfortably on one of the rolled arms of the couch as i listened to the slow music playing in her cell phone which was with me and started playing simple yet brain challenging games like Merge, Free Flow and 1010 , in my cell phone. I play such games only when i need to think thoroughly.
In the pitch-black darkness, the screen light of my cell phone was the only source of light. And since i was playing games the screen light was directed towards my face. I hope she doesn't scream if she wakes up before 4:00. I don't always like girls screaming.
*** Current time 4:00 am***
The moment the alarm started beeping i kept my cell phone in my jacket pocket. Then as soon as i saw her silhouette make a movement i stopped the alarm, raised the volume in her cell phone a bit, so that the music which is playing draws her attention. Then with her cell phone in my hand i kept my hand in the pocket of my track suit, in a way that the screen light won't flash if i pause or play the music. Yes, I have a Ficken plan this time.
I couldn't really see much, i guess neither could she. And that's exactly why i kept the room so dark because i wanted to know how familiar she is with the room. Is she familiar enough to move in the darkness? I could hear her moments in the silence of the night. I heard the ruffling sounds of the bed sheets. If she is unfamiliar she will turn on the lights then do something but she was moving towards where the bathroom was, without turning on the lights. This answers my question.
I could hear the water running. The wall adjacent to the wall which has the window has the switch board on it and a very small amount of moonlight falling on it and the rest of the room is dark. The moonlight isn't enough to spread in the whole room.
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Then after a while she came out. If she had payed attention i was clearly visible in the bathroom light but she didn't. And if she wasn't familiar with this room then she could have simply left the bathroom lights on until she switches on the ceiling light of the room, then would have turned of the light but she didn't. She was wandering around the dark without even paying attention like she stays here.
Not just to catch her attention but also freak her out, i paused the music. But she can't see me doing this because she just turned off the bathroom lights and moved away. She had stopped mid-way as she was moving towards the switch board when she heard the music stop and is now standing somewhere in the middle of the room looking around. And i was operating the cell phone from inside my pocket, that's why she can neither see the screen light nor me in the pitch-black darkness.
