Poems For The Sad Soul

Poem 42

I never thought that friends acted this way,

She knew my life was a new kind of mess everyday.

I often thought of her, though she never did the same,

We left in the opposite directions from where we came.

We have not talked in a long, long while,

Without her there, I'll admit, I forgot how to smile.

It was evident and obviously clear,

That she despised me and didn't want me near.

She believes I had stolen her best friend,

Just because I had some time with her to spend.

I think what I called a friendship with her is falling apart,

I did not want to end it like this, it would shatter my heart.

But there is no other way, I can't keep going,

There isn't a way to prevent my scars from showing.

I thought this girl I once knew had saved my life,

But I was wrong and I felt it stab me like a knife.

So what should I do, in a situation like this?

I have to let go, my so called 'friend', I would surely miss.