You need to be strong.
You need to be.
No one ever had time for someone who is weak.
So many thoughts circle her head over and over.
Repeated over and over.
She can't handle what the thoughts are saying.
She can't take the weight on her shoulders.
Everything is on her shoulders.
The annoying voice in her head tells her to just give up.
First it was just a whisper.
Now its loud and clear.
It sounds like her.
Like her voice.
It tells her horrible things.
She is contorted in a rage filled sadness.
She hates what she is.
What she has become due to the choices of the delusional people who "care" for her.
But she can't change that.
She can't change her.
She snapped.
People were yelling screaming at her "be better"-"try harder"-"do this"-"do that".
Inside her head she was yelling at herself "why should you care"-"just stop trying"-"who cares".
And no one saw.
No one sees.
She writes how she feels because she can't say the words.
She posts them on the wall of her bedroom.
Hoping that someone would read.
She painted her emotions and does the Same.
Begging that someone would see. But no one does.
No one does.
So how can she be strong if everything inside of her is telling her to kill herself.
The only people who make her forget is her friends.
And that is when she realised she is truly alone when she is by her self.
No one sees.
No one.
VOUS LISEZ
Midnight Thoughts
Poésie-I hate how I'm still here- -staring at the stars littering the sky- -watch how differently they treat us- -love is possible but it's so hard to find- -don't trust the voice in your head- "these are my midnight thoughts, I write them down and re...
