I said "I love you."
He said "I love you too."
But seconds later he said the same thing.
But Not to me.
I said "save me please"
He said "of course I will"
But who is gonna save me from the words he so graciously threw.
Why does everyone lie.
Whether it be about how much you earn or how much you learn.
Lies ruin lives.
My feelings aren't something to played with and hurt.
My feelings are me and I hide them well.
But You.
You played my feelings.
You played me...
And now I'm a pile of pain relief.
I told you everything.
How stupid am I.
I gave you a second Chance but all you did was lie.
And now I'm lying here.
Hating myself.
Because she is better than I could ever be.
She is thinner.
Prettier.
Better.
I'm sorry I wasn't enough.
I never am.
But I still tried my fucking best.
And I was wrong.
I was wrong.
Maybe one day you'll see me, and you'll realize.
"She is everything I could ever need"
I love you.
I never lied.
But two years from now.
You're gonna be the one who crys.
And I'll be the one to feel bad.
I wish I could hate you.
I just hate what you did...
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Midnight Thoughts
Poetry-I hate how I'm still here- -staring at the stars littering the sky- -watch how differently they treat us- -love is possible but it's so hard to find- -don't trust the voice in your head- "these are my midnight thoughts, I write them down and re...
