Carson Lueders secrets

Chapter 7

Carsons( pov )

It felt like forever, we were still walking in the park, saying nothing, probably because of how awkward it would feel to be the first to talk.
Oh well, I'll just man up and start.
But before I could say a word, she started to talk,mgod she was more of a man than I could ever be.
Now it just made me angry but later it would make me like her even more.

"So are you a famous youtuber" she asked, oh god.
If I told her the truth she won't treat me the way she used to, she'll start treating me different, all the girls do.
I looked at the ground and then looked at her again and say "no"
The look on her face it, it looked like someone slapped it.But no one slapped her.
She slapped me but I didn't feel anything.

She walked away tears in her eyes, did I make a girl cry?

I feel so lousy, I made a girl cry.

I looked at my phone, there was a text from Jordyn (Jordyn Jones)

J=jordyn c=Carson

J=I miss u cars

C=sorry I ditched u a couple of hours ago 😯 I had some problems

J=ha it's grand I kind knew u were having trouble with ur music

I'm gonna tell her, she's my best friend and she's like a sister and she is a girl maybe she'll be able to give some advice.

C=J I wish it was my music but I'm having difficulty with a girl

J=ooh a girl huh aren't u too young

C=J stop it this is serious 😢

J=sorry us girls r difficult 😂

C=no doubt about that!!

J=ok I'm sorry so what's up

I tell her the whole story from the beginning

J=wow you screwed up there

C=thnks for ur understanding and support

J=I'm sorry but Emily sounds like a bitch

C=how could you say something like that she's lovely

J=but she slapped you

C=I probably deserved it

J=well she sounds lovely

C=what!!! U said she sounded like a bitch now ur saying she sounds lovely,I'm so confused 😲

J=sorry I was testing u,u see I didn't know if u like her in a serious way or not, so I called her a bitch and u defended her meaning u like her very much which makes her lovely because u like her so she must be a lovely girl

I let that sink in

C=so what should I do

J=tell her your sorry and try and make it up to her and tell the truth if she doesn't forgive you then ask yourself is she worth it

C=thnx love u

J=love u more

OK I'm getting Em back not that there's anything going on but still

It's 12 midnight

I go to her house and throw a couple of pebbles at her window but the last one is a bit loud. I'm literally scared right now, what if her father comes out.But finally the window opens and Em just peeks out.
"Carson is that you"
"Yeah can you come out I need to talk to you" I ask nervously
"Can this wait til tomorrow" she asks biting her lips which is really cute. I wonder what it would be like if I was the biting those lips. Woah no, no. Don't think about that.
"Please " I say giving her my best sad puppy eyes
"Fine" she says giving up

We walk for a wile in silence, but not an awkward silence

"Hey I'm really sorry for what I did" she says softly.
"No I guess I should have told you the truth, you had the right to know" I say.
"Can we start again" she says vulnerably.
"Sure I'm Carson lueders, I'm on YouTube and I'm a singer and dancer guitarist, and you" I say As if it's our first time meeting each other.
"Im Emily Harrison, I  like playing sports, dancing  and making new friends " she says playing along.

"Do I count as your new friend" I asked her
She rolls her eye's "duh obviously" she smiles
I don't know why but I just hug her and she hugs me back.