Carson Lueders secrets

Chapter 9

Emilys ( pov )

As I pack my suitcase with all my clothes.
My mom bought me a bag where I put all my picture frames.
They were me with my friends on holidays and just us hanging out.

I'll miss them all very much, there's one picture of me and Carson.We look so happy and well I hope I will be happy as I am in the picture when I live in Washington.
Sigh

I will be living beside Carsons house and we will be going to the same school.
I actually can't belive he lives in Spokane,Washington.
I thought he lived in waterford and I thought Caroline was my dad's colleague, not a friend from middle age. Okay I know I'm being mean, but they didn't tell me anything. Now that I think about it, It makes more sense, I mean dad wanted me to be more charming than usual and he was very nervous about the whole thing as if Caroline was here to see what I was like.
Oh my god, it does make more sense.

I'm still packing my bag, it's just really hard to pack up when your eyes are full of tears.
This is so sad, I'm leaving all my friends for my dreams.
Mom says it will be worth it in the end, I doubt it though.
I love my friends, I don't think my dreams are worth leaving my friends.
As Im packing,I hear my bedroom door open, my mam is probably just checking on me.
I wipe a hand through my cheek, there's no way I'm letting my mom cry.

I thought it was my mom checking on me but I think she left because I heard the door close.

Then I felt like someone was coming behind me and then putting their arms around my waist.
When I turned around I saw a blonde haired boy with a cheeky smile.
Then his smile vanishes from his face.

"Are you okay" he asks
"Yeah, I'm fine why" I say
"Were you crying " he asks
"No I just, um some dust fell on my eyes and it made my eyes go teary and when I wiped it my mascara smudged " I say not really telling the truth.
"Em, babe is this about Washington cause if it is then I'm sorry but you'll be grand".
My heart skips a beat when he said babe. I give him a hug.
"Thanks" I say
"Your welcome" he says his voice husky, hugging me back. At one point during the hug his hands go up my top and caressed the skin. All of a sudden my breathing becomes heavier. His hand goes up even more until this thumb is on top of my bra, caressing it softly through it. My eyes go shut, feeling his hands do this to me is unbelievably amazing.

All of a sudden it stops and hand is off me. I open my eyes to look into his. His blue eyes looks back at mine with confusion and some other emotions, I can't even describe.

"Let's go" he says grabbing my hand
We walk downstairs hand in hand
He let's go when our parents are coming in the living room.

I laugh out loud when I see 15 suitcase.

"Don't laugh you have seven suitcase, I have 1, your dad has 3 and so does your mom and my mom has 1, so don't laugh" he warns in jokey way.

That just made me laugh even more.

As I walk to the car with Carson there are a load of girls with cameras waiting there.
Carson quickly grabs my waist and pulls me back to the house, pinning me against the wall.

"What was that for" I say breathlessly. I can't help but remember what was happening upstairs five minutes ago.
"Wear a hoodie and put the hood on" he orders and gives me one of his hoodie.
"Why" I ask looking at the hoodie, which is twice my size.
"That mob is gonna turn your life upside down if they think there is something going on between us " he says giving me sad eyes.
"Okay" I say putting on the hoodie. It smells just like him.

Then we go outside again and I put my hood on and carson doing the same.
Oh my gosh I never saw that much flashes in my life.
There is a lot of screaming going on

When we were at the airport my friends were already there
●jen
●iga
●sam
●lily
●Ellen m
●Ellen f
●emma
●John
●tony
●sridevei
●Laura
●steve
●ciara

"You didn't think you could leave without saying goodbye did you" Lily says
I get really tearful at the end when the we have to get to the planes.

I sit beside Carson.