VanossgamingCrew (One Shot)

Moo Snuckle - To dumb to see

Sorry if I am talking about my problems. But hey, I'll stop. Fuck my problems, let's get this One Shot going. I'm not giving up on you guys, just because I'm sad.

Song: Stone Cold - Demi Lovato (She's amazing)
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Y/n's POV

Stone cold, stone cold
You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor.

I was standing at the entrance of the cafeteria, waiting for some friends.

Including Moo.

"Hey Y/n, what's up?" That familiar voice rang through my ears like music.

"Hey Brock, nothing you?" I smiled, but fake.

"Oh. Okay. Well I have to go, bye!"

He waved and left.

He ran to go see his girl.

Stone cold, stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore.

I felt the urge to cry, I had that bad pain inside me.

I didn't want to show it.

I looked down and walked away.

I heard his girlfriend laughing from far.

I just wish he knew I was sad.

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel.

I sat down at the hall, and stared at my phone, scrolling through Moo's and I's old texts.

a small tear fell down my cheek, and a smile came upon my lips.

Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you.

People walking past by me, not bothering me. Which I'm glad.

If he is happy, then I am too. I can't do anything about it.

Stone cold, stone cold
You're dancing with her, while I'm staring at my phone.

Then I looked to my right, I saw two of them walking over here, well not literally to me.

They were both holding hands, and smiling at each other.

They look happy, they seem happy. Moo wouldn't notice how much I love him, and I won't let him. Since he is happy and he loves her.

Stone cold, stone cold
I was your amber, but now she's your shade of gold.

I stood up quickly, not wanting to bother them. I walked away.

"Y/n!" I heard from distance and I ignored it.

"Y/n!" I wiped away the tears.

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel.

I left the building and ran until my legs couldn't anymore.

What am I doing?

I can't do this. I'm his friend and I'm being a cry baby over him.

Because I can't have him.

Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you.

I am happy for him, I don't want him to worry about me. I want him just to be happy.

But I can't be happy, I'm to selfish. I'm being selfish. I do want him to be mine.

Don't wanna be stone cold, stone.

I stopped in my tracks, glancing at everything what surrounds me.

Trees, grass, bushes, insects, bugs, and the sky above me.

I let out a sigh and flopped down to the ground, I was staring at the sky.

I don't care if bugs came on me, I just wanted to be left alone.

I wish I could mend this but here's my goodbye
Oh, I'm happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand
If happy is her, If happy is her
I'm happy for you.

And I cannot have him, due to his girlfriend.

I just wish I told him what I feel about him.

I wanted a chance with him.

But I can't.

He is dumb to see it, because of his happiness.

Now, I can't ruin it for him.

It'll break my heart.
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Sorry for a late update.

I hoped you enjoyed and as always I will talk to you guys later.

Love you all

Peace

Steph