I Love Rachel

Pain and Other Things

Knowing someone hurts her hurts me. I don't know how to describe the pain but it's like my heart is being squeezed and ripped out.
Knowing at some point she took her sadness and people's mean words out on herself hurts me in a way I can't describe. It's makes my stomach twist amd my heart stop.
Knowing that people have made her insecure and hate herself hurts me in a pain worse than a gunshot.
I know I can't reverse time. I know I can't do much about the people hurting her. I know I can't talk to them or make them regret it. I know I can't take the pain away but if there was a way I'd do it in a heart beat.
I know I can't reverse time and take the scars anrd marks away. I know I can't go back and take the blade away from her. I know I can't wish the horrible memories the marks leave but if there was a way I could make them leave and take the memories away I would do it in a blink of an eye.
I know I can't take the words away. I can't stop them from saying it again. All I know is that I'll try my best to pick her up when the words beat her down.