I Love Rachel

201 confession

I want to pull your arms open, slide close to you, and have you tighten your arms around me and hum. I want to be able to grab you and kiss you when I think you're being cute or silly or just because I can. I want to walk with you proudly hand and hand. I want to get an apartment on the 3rd floor of an apartment building and just wrap ourselves in blankets and tangled limbs and turn on a movie even though it's not the movie we're paying attention to. I want to scramble around the house we have, getting our kids ready for school but also sneaking rushed kisses. I want to walk up behind you and press your ass against my hips and slide my hand under your shirt and rub your stomach as you cook. I want to pull the book you're studying from out of your hands and climb into your lap and kiss you. I want to do dumb things like try on dumb clothes at the mall or do silly couple challenges just for the laughs. I want to be able to hang on you, take in your scent. I want you.