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5 months later...

My little mind sometimes caused me to wonder.

So here I was at a Adult Toy store with Tiffany's pregnant ass.

" Ooh girlll do you see this? She said referring to the huge fake penis she held up in her hands.

I was so embarrassed.. She was so loud.

"yeah, put it down now"

" how do you think Ty will feel knowing you are here ?" she asked trying to be funny.

" the same way your bd would feel" I said sarcastically.

" Unh Unh Bitch that attitude is otc, you need to get some Dick in your life"

" haha very funny I actually do "

She just stared at me and laughed.

" that's why you been looking a Lil chunky"

I felt even more embarrassed.

I guess she could see the worry on my face.

" you should go to the doctor again"

" what you trying to say? " I said feeling offended.

" IDK homegirl you might be expecting"

" Nah I ain't, I'm just happy and when you happy you eat good " I said busting out laughing.

That's when I felt the urge to throw up the Chinese food I had just ate. I was upset cause I loved Chinese food.

I felt really light headed and before I knew it everything blacked out.

Waking up .. I noticed Tiffany fanning me.

"What happened?"

" nothing girl you were just a little over heated "

" okay " I said shaking it off.

"I'm about to head to Ty and lay down a bit I don't feel good "

" okay, I'm going to stay here since you interrupted my search for the perfect toy " she was now laughing.

" girl bye " I said walking out.

................

" hey baby " I said kissing his cheek.

" why didn't you tell me? " he said with a straight face. No happiness or anger.

" tell you what? " I was really confused.

" You were 4 months pregnant "

"What !! "

"Your doctor called and told me"

I felt so stupid. How could I not know. All this weight I was gaining  and throwing up.
What am I going to do with a child. I don't even know how to be a mother.

I'm too young.

All types of things were running through my head.

" babe, what am I going to do? I don't know how to be a full time mother" I said worried.

" it's two of us and we will get through it, together " he said holding me.

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