I have a place in my mind where I go to calm down and reflect. I stray deep into my thoughts and ignore the things around me. The one thing I could never ignore was Jen. I felt the need to respond back to her for some odd reason. I never felt a need to talk with anyone except her, but I couldn't figure out why. Everyday in school when I would see her I couldn't help but notice her. I looked forward to seeing her, but at the same time I didn't want to. I have always been known to not like people, but I didn't know why it was different with Jen. When I'm around her I can't help but smile and laugh. I also feel sad and mad at the same time. My mind becomes blank and I lose my thought around her. I turn into someone else around her and it drives me crazy. I am both happy and sad, but cannot figure out how that is possible.
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