yyooo so i haven't been very up to date with bts lately because i've been pretty busy (i got piano lessons scheduled finally bless) and i'm on tumblr and my hands are kinda shaking rn because
this
this photo
اوووه! هذه الصورة لا تتبع إرشادات المحتوى الخاصة بنا. لمتابعة النشر، يرجى إزالتها أو تحميل صورة أخرى.
i can't breathe
i knew i was missing some important stuff, tbh i totally forgot about vapp and fucking this comes up
taehyung did it
he finally got to do it
i still haven't watched the show sadly but i know if i watch it now i won't be able to sleep
and my heart will race
taehyung has been hurting my heart lately
like
biasing him was not smart but also i wouldn't want to change my bias to anyone else?
cause taehyung makes me so happy
all the time
even though he wrecks my heart and my brain gets so distracted by him constantly
he just makes me so happy and warm
i love seeing new pictures of him
and i really hope he's doing okay
i hope he's eating a lot and getting rest
and i love that i can kinda be on this journey with him and with the rest of bts
i love seeing them live their dreams and i love seeing that with other artists i follow
it makes me really happy that he exists
and i'm forever grateful to bts because they've made me a better person
i don't feel as depressed anymore, i see a bright future ahead of me, i want to eat healthier and take better care of my self. and armies are so kind, the ones i have had the pleasure to talk to even if it's brief. when i was sick they told me to rest and take medicine to get better. when i was complaining about being exhausted from school they told me to sleep well and not worry if it gets in the way of my posting. they've sent me their best wishes on my cat that i sadly have to put to sleep soon. it's just such a 180 from friends at school and friends i've made in other fandoms. like my school friends don't think very much of them and i'm pretty sure we'll loose contact by the time we graduate. but armies, i finally feel like i found a family in a fandom. army is my second family. i'm so grateful for them.
ah i'm getting so emotional
back to taehyung
i'm so proud of him. i love the rest of bts so much and i'm proud of them too. but with taehyung i really wish he is okay and is taking good care of himself. and i hope he knows his family, army, his friends love him and are very proud of him. i hope to continue to support bts into their later years and see them in concert.
