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Chapter Sixteen: Petty Wars

I have never cried so hard in my life. I knew I was pregnant I just knew it! I wasn't really feeling good on the 4th but I wasn't sick or anything so I didn't think much of it, but I bought the tests with me anyway to NY just in case my sickness decided to come. I wanted to be sure. Besides I thought I was staying in a hotel!!!!!!!!!

And here I am, throwing the fuck up! After the first test I took I prayed it was a misreading, but after the fifth it really hit me! I'm pregnant! I'm sure August would be so happy that we were expecting but to make matters worse, Odell dropped in on me and shit, so I couldn't hide it at all.

I was expecting him to really be mad but he hasn't said anything at all and its damn near 4am. After I threw up a couple more times, he helped me clean up and fed me and really just catered to me. It was really the sweetest thing. It felt like old times, back when I was pregnant with Livi. He was so cautious it was so cute.

Flashback LSU Spring 2011 (Jazmine Freshman year, Odell's Sophomore year)

"Baby take it slow!" Odell half yelled at me jumping out the car rushing to my side as I got out the car walking up the stairs to my new apartment. I'm damn near 5 months pregnant and Odell is acting like I'm in damn labor!

"Nigga move!" I half shouted before laughing rolling my eyes.

"Jaz I'm serious! You acting like my little girl not in ya tummy! You can't be ya fast self anymore! I'm about to be a hawk on that ass now that you transferred down here!" He told me opening the front door of my apartment for me. I sighed and nodded my head.

"Come here Big Daddy" I mumbled pulling his tee once we got in. He chuckled and licked his lips staring down at me.

"I know you're excited and nervous at the same time just like I am baby. But you don't gotta be a hawk on me! Kav already on tip so if anything I need the one person down here that's going to be here for me and our baby girl, emotionally" I explained caressing his face.

"Awe Babyyyy" He cooed attacking my face with kisses.

"I love you man. On God I do." I looked up and smiled.

"I love you more Beckham."

When I first found out I was pregnant, it was so hard to tell Odell because we were at different schools and technically not in a relationship. We just met, saw each other a couple times, vibe then fucked. He took my virginity, but I knew that it was what I wanted. I don't regret anything.

Yeah, the summer before my freshman year I spent a lot of time at LSU because my brother Kav was playing football for them and I begged my Mom to let me come from ATL to LA to be with my brother. And that's how Dell and I became cool. He always saw me around Kav and approached me on the lows. Kav and I were so close then. God, I do really miss my relationship with my big brother. But you see, it was hard for him to separate his bros from his baby sister. He took Dell side in most situations and allowed all types of things to pass that a real big brother wouldn't! But I'm not gone lie I do miss him friendship a lot.

End of flashback

"How you doing?" August said through face time. I sighed and bit my lip before answering. "I'm doing good baby" I lied. "Well that's good, we miss you" He pouted before moving the camera towards his boxers.

I playfully rolled my eyes and smiled. "I do miss y'all Daddy. Just wait until I get back" I said in a seductive tone as he and I remained eye contact.

"How's the hotel? And girl you better stop, got him throbbing and shit" He said in a deep tone. I bit my lip and laughed. "Oh hush" I mumble playing with my thumbs.