Starting Over

Chapter 12

Erin P.O.V
When I got off from 'work' a nigga was exhausteddd. I expected to come home to a room of dark to go to sleep instead all the lights in our rooms are on.Why is Tasha up? She need to chill. I go upstairs slowly cause a bitch tired. I go in our room and I see my black duffle bag on the bed and some money and some of my guns on the bed. Tasha's literally standing by with a knife in her hand smiling. Shitt awkward silence. "Babe I can explain" I say fastly And she just laughs scaring me even more. I knew she was crazy but not this crazy. "Go ahead explain" She says pulling a chair up to me and crossing he legs playing with the knife in her hands. I scratch the back of my neck nervously how do I break this down?.."I got a promotion at my job" I say slowly." Where at the traphouse?" She asks and I'm literally lost for words. "B-babe let me explain" I say and she stands up and starts walking around me."How long you been killing people Erin"She says damn she must be real mad she never says my name. She plays with that knife and rubs it on my cheek."Why would you lie to your girl did I do Anything wrong I thought I could trust you"She says with watery eyes and throws the knife across the room."Babe I'm sorry I needed this" I say softly as I being hr head down to look at me the look in her eyes is so broken."Baby I'm sorry please don't leave me" I say as I hug her.She bends down and we just rock for a while.
-next morning-
"Babe I'm really sorry I kept such a big secret from you Forgive me?"I say hugging her lowkey tall ass."Forgive you..Babe that's a big ass secret I need time." She says and pushes me lightly off her.😟Well that didn't hurt my soul.
-later-
Tasha P.O.V
I walk into the room and I see Erin packing a bag. Tf she think she doing? "Erin what are you doing" I say taking the shirt out her hand and setting it on the bed." Packing" She says as if it isn't obvious."duh dumbass why" I say and I gently turn her face making her turn my way. She looks at me with a sad face. She did this to her self."You need to think so I'm giving you space" She says taking the shirt off the bed and throws it into the bag." Not like this" I say making her look at me."Then how Tasha" She says with watery eyes."How can I make you be my baby again and trust me"She says." Quit the game Erin I can't sleep at night knowing your out fighting for your life or killing people" I say and she's quiet for a minute and shakes her head no.
"Tasha I can't do that I'm doing for a reason for doing this I just c-can't" She says."What could be sooo important for you to have to sell drugs and kill people." I ask folding my arms."I-I can't tell you" She says scratching the back of her neck."So you don't trust me now" I say.
Erin P.O.V.
"No it's just I-I just can't tell you" I says running my hands through my hair."Then I guess you don't get your babe back". She said and threw somee clothes off the bed into my bag and left. Fuck. After packing my bags I drive to a hotel. After getting settled in I layed on the bed and thought about life.That actually just happened. Tasha literally just broke up with me. I was hurt but what do I look like showing that shit I got a rep to keep up. I put my gun in my waistband and a few stacks in my pocket I managed to grab from my room at our I mean Tasha's house I left it all for her she deserves it. I grab my phones and stuff them in my jacket pockets. I grab my keys and go to my car. I drive right to the trap house.
"Happy to see you again miss Erin" She says biting her lip. Boss does look very crisp today all white she bold that could get stained red realllll quick. "You too Boss" I say." Please call me Michelle" She says then walks around me and locks the door."Where's your girl" She says smiling as she sits on the desk. "Uh we kinda broke up" I say looking down."Hey hey she doesn't know what she's missing" She says and stands up. She stands right in front if me and goes down." I bet you" She says as she unbuckles my pants."Taste" She says and pulls them off."Just like" She says and picks me up and sets me on her desk. "Pineapples" She says and pulls down my boxers."W-" was all I could say before feeling her cold tongue on my pearl. I grabbed her hair."F-Fuck" I cursed softly.
Tasha P.O.V.
I wonder where Erin is? I hope she's safe. Shat if someone is raping her? What is shes killing or being killed? I Need to not worry about her she's not mine. I miss her. I guess I'll order a pizza. After ordering a pizza I watched sad romantic movies on Netflix with got me more in my feelings about Erin. Hearing the doorbell ring I wiped my face and got excited for my pizza. Pizza's always there for me it will never leave me for the game. I got my money and answered the door. It was the pizza man yaaaas why dies he have his head down low self esteem? I feel ya. "How much will it be" I say. "Hello sis" He say and lifts his head its Trey.I try to close the door and he keeps it open with his foot."No use in trying to run its all your fault" He says what is he talking about? Last time I checked I was disowned not him. I pick up a knife from the kitchen and I hold it up at him."I will stab you" I say he just laughs as he comes closer to me. Next thing I know I feel a sting in my neck and my body goes weak."Don't worry sis I'll take care of you"Is the last thing I hear him say before the world goes black.