Starting Over

Chapter 15

Erin P.O.V
What y'all thought this was Louis Vuitton errrthang. I hooked up Maiya too.I haven't heard or seen from Tasha since I seen her in the hospital that day but I'm not sweating. Less drama no reason to stay. Having a baby has finally has snuck its way into my mind I'm actually starting to like the thought of having a little me running around the house. Maiya obviously agreed to help raise him or her. "Look what I got" Maiya says holding up a Foot Locker bag."Bitch what you bought?" I say and she still got this big goofy Koolaid smile on her face. She's too much. I snatch the bag from her and she mugs me before her smile returns. I open the bag and its a little Addidas box. She still smiling I open it and its a little baby Addidas outfit.

I literally wanna cry its too cute."Maiyaaaa" I say finally letting the tears fall." You and these hormones are horrible I can't deal" She says laughing. "My baby gonna be lit" I say breaking down into the crook of her neck ."Ughhh FAM you need some tissue not me"Maiya says trying to pull me off her.
Tasha P.O.V
"You need to get up you depressed lump" My friend Rosa said opening the curtains."The lighttt" I say hissing as I put the covers back over my head. I haven't went anywhere,talked to anyone but Rosa since the double breakup. Erin was my everything and now she's out there somewhere probably has a new boo and not giving no fucks bout me. Why should I care then? Cause... I love her I can't just give up on her like that. When you love someone you just can't suddenly stop. Love is a feeling when you like someone very much no matter how much they annoy you. You still love them no matter how many times they break your heart. No matter how many things they say that hurt you you still love them. Love is when you touch each others souls love is when you know each others weaknesses but you chose not to use it against each other love is giving them the power to break your heart but trusting them not to love is accepting all the perfect imperfections that make her perfect love is waking up to the special person still thinking its a dream love is when you know you can't live without them and they feel the same love and wonderful and painful. Love is a stupid thing but we all sooner or later fall for it. I hop up and Rosa looks surprised as I go to the restroom. "The Zombie has awokenn" She screams from the room. I would laugh if I wasn't in a crappy mood. After taking a shower I put on some sweats and a tank top I don't have to look special me with nice clothes and I look like crap what's the point. I grab my keys and I speed to Erin's house. She sitting down on her doorsteps as Maiya puts bags in the car. I get out and I guess I slammed the door cause they both looked my way at the sane time surprised at my presence." I know I'm not wanted here but this has to be known for the past four weeks without you have been hell" I say before Maiya interrupts me."You have no business around here you know what you did to her she was hurt because if you" Maiya says in my face." Maiya just wait in the car I just wanna hear what she has to say" Erin says finally speaking up as she stands up coming towards me."Well I'm here say something" she says smiling. Oh how I missed her smile. "I love you I love you a lot you might not love me back but I just had to get that out I just could'n-" I say before she kisses me. When she pulls away she smiles. "I love you too take care of yourself Tasha" She says and starts going to the car."Wait"I say and she turns around."What is it now Ms.Tasha" She says and I smile. "When will you be back?" I say." I don't know tomorrow, next year, maybe never why don't you try to find me" She says and gets in the car leaving me lost in my own little world but smiling big asf as I touch my lips still feeling the long passionate kiss she layed on me she loves me back I will find her again. Til we meet again ms.Erin I love you. I thought as I happily walked to my car.