Starting Over

Chapter 16

- 4 years later-
Erins P.O.V.
"Mommy!!!!" I heard my daughter screaming all over the house. "Pineappleheaddd" She yelled calling Maiyas nickname. "We should have hidden seperately " I say as Maiya as she rubs my thigh."Stop"I say play popping her. I bit my lip as she leans into kiss me then the cabinet door opens and I see Tasha my daughter of course. These past four years have been great I have a beautiful baby girl and Maiya and I are together now. I still every now and then think about her. I wonder how she is and if she's seeing anyone. Or if she single and finally started her own bakery she always talked about.I wonder if she's looking for me. "Mommy Mommy Mommy your on TV again" T says pulling me by the hand to the living room."Woahh super woman slow down" I say as I catch up with her. I'm not surprised I'm on TV I've been everywhere these few years after publishing my book I've got a little known. Magazine covers, Talkshow guest, News, TV and even on the radio. For those who don't know me they probably know me now. When I hear my big head yawn."Is somebody tired" I say and she covers her mouth as if she's told a secret."No" She says quickly and tries to run but I pick her up and I swing her over my shoulders. "Off to bed we go T" I say. By the time we get to her room she's already asleep.Not tired my ass. After tucking her in I take a shower. I look in the mirror at how different I look now. I've grown my hair out its down to my back now I've got one to many tattoos. I'm a fem now Maiya has more control and I actually love it.Maiya comes in the room and wraps her arms around me. "Babe what u doing" She says and pecks my neck."Thinking" I say blushing. "Well come 'think' with me in the bed babe" She says rubbing me through my panties.I bit my lip leaning my head back on her shoulder."Come on babee" She says as she picks me up and carries me to the room.
Tasha's P.O.V.
When I hear a familiar voice on TV I turn it all the way up."Shes a famous little thing the new popular lesbian book I think everyone should buy Stud Diaries its out there now folks by the beautiful Erin Matthews.She's sure a beauty. Her next meet and greet is in oh look at that right here in Orlando Floria tomorrow evening" After that I ran upstairs and starting packing I can finally find her after looking all this time. What if she's with someone? What if she doesn't love me anymore? What if she's moved on? I need to stop over thinking? What if she doesn't recognize me? I do look a little different instead of my usual long curly hair I now have shoulder length dreads. I'm a professional sports trainer so I got a little buff. What if I don't recognize her everything in me is secretly hoping she's still the beautiful stud I fell in love with all those years ago. I miss her. As I'm packing my clothes I stumble upon an old photo of us we both have it.I wonder if she kept it. I packed it in my bag along with all the clothes I believed I needed. I probably over packed. I grabbed my laptop and set the first tickets I could for the earliest time. After getting tickets Rosa walks through the door my best friend we aren't dating calm down. "Whoaa where ya going" She says eyeing my suitcase. "Orlando to see my favorite author" I say kinda sorta saying the truth. "Were going to Orlando to see Erin Mathhews" She screams to the top of her lungs." Ugh no I am" I say." I'm going and it's final I'll be ready by 8 thanks"She says.She betta be lucky I love her ass. I guess we're both going.As I'm packing I notice something a book. I don't think its Mine but maybe Rosa's. She won't mind. It said Stud Diaries I was happy asf pucking it up Rosa's gay? Never mind that... I just starting reading it the first page started off with
"To my first stud love"
I smiled a little I was the first ever stud she's ever been with. As I read it I realized it was our story all we've been through all in one book with different names like Ereene and Taylor. She wrote a story about our whole relationship. It was us. I was Taylor and she was Ereene. After reading the entire book I was in tears. Knowing how she felt at every moment made me smile be mad and hate myself for little moments. How she felt after she left me at her mailbox. Broken. She had regrets. She felt bad. Then the to be continued. To be continued to what new life's new people starting over😔.