Taken by a DEMON (PUBLISHED UNDER RISINGSTAR)

Chapter 30

I shout. I cried like a baby. Balewala ang mga nangyari noon sa akin kumpara sa ngayon. Napakasakit. Ang sikip sa dibdib. Hindi ko maipaliwanag.

Lahat nang mga ala-ala ko sa kanya mula noon hanggang ngayon, lahat ito pumasok sa isip ko at nag flashback lahat.

I holler out in pain.

Can someone calm me down? Can someone help me? I need help. Help me. Ang sakit!

Holding Yva here in my arms, looking at Victor lying, can someone help me? Save me! Para na akong malulunod sa sakit na nararamdaman. Mababaliw na ako.

Hugging Yva, I make my way near to Victor's body. I lay Yva next to him. I can't stop crying. I bellow trying and hoping to let out all the pain but it is not enough. It is never enough.

"Somebody help me!" I holler.

"Aaaaahhhh!!!!" It is so painful as fvck.

Yva is gone, Victor is gone. Now I'm all alone again. Basag na basag na ako.

I don't know for how long I have been crying until a calming light appear. Hindi ko alam kong ano ito pero napakapayapa nito sa pakiramdam. It's comforting. Para nitong kinukuha ang sakit na nararamdaman ko sa mga oras na ito.

I am crying, yes. Pero hindi na dahil sa sakit sa pagkawala nang dalawang nakasama ko. I am crying for forgiveness. The light is making me cry and ask for forgiveness. Hindi na ako makahinga dahil sa pagbabara sa aking ilong. Para akong batang umiiyak. Asking for forgiveness.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."

Hindi ko alam kong ilang beses kong sinambit ang katagang iyon. Hindi ko alam kong para kanino ang pag hingi ko nang tawad na iyon. Paulit ulit ko itong sinabi hanggang hindi ko na mabilang.

Tumingin ako sa pinanggagalingan nang liwanag pero masyado itong nakakasilaw at ang tangi ko lang magawa ay yumuko.

Looking down at Yva and Victor, I close my eyes and started to murmur to myself a prayer.

"Oh my Lord." Napansin kong hindi ako nakuryente sa pagkasambit na iyon. "Forgive them their sins, save them from the fires of hell, and bring their soul into heaven, especially those who need most of your mercy."

"Huwag nyu pong hayaang maranasan nila ang naranasan ko. Bigyan nyu po sila nang isa pang pagkakataon. Kahit hindi na ako. Sila nalang po. They don't deserve this. Give them another chance. Make them happy in their next life. Yva and Victor are a good ones."

I still trying to wipe my tears then continue.

"Hail Holy Queen, Mother of Mercy; hail their life, our sweetness and their hope. To you I cry poor banished children of Eve. To you do I send up our sighs mourning and weeping in this... in this valley of tears. Turn then, O most gracious advocate, your eyes of mercy towards them. Forgive them."

"Father, forgive them." I can't stop crying. I am sobbing inconsolably. "Father forgive them. Forgive me. I-I-I humbly ask for forgiveness."

I kneel. "Forgive me. Forgive me."

The calming light bright more and I think I heard voices singing "hallelujah" in a slow but full of love tone.

I remember what Yva told me a while ago. She is right. I must learn to surrender everything.

"Father, I surrender everything to you. I am stopping being part of the evil trinity. I surrender to you." I said sobbing.

After saying those, I hear a loud thunder and a trident hit me straight to my heart.

This may be the price for my sins. I deserve this. I have regrets but it's okay now. For some reson I am so calm. Ang gaan nang pakiramdam ko. Napakatagal na mula nang makaramdam ako nang ganito ka kontento. Nawala lahat nang bigat ko sa dibdib.

My eyes were starting to close slowly same as my body starting to fall.

I take my last breath leaving a smile on my face.

Third Party's POV~

"Why did you throw the trident, Beelzebub?" The guy wearing a black cloak ask Beelzebub.

"He surrender. He's too soft to be one of the evil trinity."

"Well, yeah. He surrender to the creator. But what will Lucifer say about this if he found out you kill one of the evil trinity?"

"It's simple. We'll just find another one to replace the position."

"I see."

"Come on. Let's go back." He said and together they disappear.