Satan's daughter // Supernatural

Chapter 12 - Wasted

 A week later

It's been a week and all I've done was drink and smoke "Because of you i am afraid " I say and throw the empty vodka bottle across the room but for my surprise Cas appears and catches it "You should be careful with that" Cas says and i shrug "I don't care" I say and light a cigarette "Sam misses you" Cas says and i look at him "I don't want him to see me like this" I say and let out the smoke "Why? Because of your makeup?" He asks and i chuckle "No, because of the state i'm in. I'm wasted because i couldn't take that his brother only used me" I say and get up 

"So you're like this because of Dean?" He asks and i nod "Yeah" I say and open another bottle of vodka "Look Cas i just dont wan-" I get cut off by noticing that Cas is gone "Great" I say and turn up the music "THIS IS THE PART OF ME THAT YOU'RE NEVER GONNA EVER TAKE AWAY FROM ME NO!" I scream above the music while kicking things off my table and drinking "Casey?" I hear Sam say causing me to stop on my tracks and drop my bottle "How are you here?" I ask before i see Castiel, i jump of the table and Sam hugs me "You're a mess" Sam says and i nod "I guess demons can break huh " I say and fake a smile

"Why are you like this?" Sam asks "Dean" I reply and he looks at me with pity in his eyes "Who did this?" Castiel asks referring to the dead demon hung up on my wall "Oh that? That's Crowley's nosiness and my anger " I reply casually "Are you drunk ?" Sam asks "That's what one week of drinking does to a demon" I reply blankly "How did Dean have this power over you?" Sam asks "He called me a toy, a slut and that i was stupid of ever thinking that he would ever like me" I reply "If it wasn't for you he would be dead" I say and Sam just looks at me "Look, i started having a thing for Dean and he broke my heart and this is my way of letting go " I say and Sam stays quiet 

"Come back to the bunker with me, we need you" Sam says and i take a deep breath "I'm doing this for you dick head" I say and he smiles, i clean myself up and we teleport to the bunker "Casey" Dean says happily "Dean" I say blankly and walk past him "So why did you want me back?" I ask Sam and sit down "We need help getting that thing off his arm" Sam says "Has he done anything since we came back?" I ask and Sam nods "He killed a lot of people without a reason " Sam says and i nod "Do you have anything to drink?" I ask and Sam gives me a 'really bitch' look 

"I need it if i'm going to have to live in the same roof as him" I say and look at Dean, i can tell he's guilty but i'm hurt and i'm not going to give in that easily "You're not going to drink anymore Casey" Sam says and i roll my eyes "But i'm going to a bar and you are not going to stop me" I say and smile "You are going to get laid?" Sam asks and i shrug "Possibly" I reply and he rolls his eyes "No you're not" He says and handcuffs me to the chair "What is this? you think you have control over me like this? I am 625 years old Sammy" I say and try to make the handcuff disappear 

"I can go through Devils traps, why isn't this coming out?" I ask angrily "You never could Case, we made a small line on the devils trap so you could walk in and out of it " Sam says and i take a deep breath "You're are so annoying" I say and Sam shakes his head "I care about you, there's a difference" Sam says and i roll my eyes "It's either the handcuffs or a bullet" Sam says and i sigh "Shoot me" I say and Sam gives me a surprised look "What? I will heal with the bullet, it will hurt less than this thing" I say and raise up my hand 

Sam got the gun and aimed it at my shoulder "Do it" i say "Sam, it's not going to hur-" Before i could finish Sam shot me making me scream "I was not expecting that" I say and Sam puts the gun down before taking off the handcuffs "Thanks Sammy" I say and go to the kitchen to find Dean "Casey, can i talk to you?" He asks and i shrug "are you going to make fun of me for liking you?"I ask and he shakes his head "I wanted to apologize, it wasn't me talking. i wouldn't do that to you" Dean says and i look down "It wasn't real" I reply and look at his green eyes 

He cups my face with one hand and looks into my eyes "Does this feel real to you?" He asks "Does this?" He asks and kisses me but this time it wasn't lust, it was pure passion "Dean" I whisper and look him in the eyes "Casey you don't understand,i like you, more than i should" Dean says, my eyes fill with tears as i grab his face and pulls it towards mine and kiss him