Satan's daughter // Supernatural

Chapter 38 - How could you

It's been over 3 months since i moved back here and guess what, it's mine and Deans four month anniversary which also happens to be his birthday and i have planned a whole night for us two "Hey Sam can you get Dean out of here?" I ask and Sam nods "Thanks Sammy, you are literally the best" I say, well last month Dean planned something for us so this time it's my turn to plan and i'm super excited for him to see what i have in mind "Are you coming babe?" Dean asks and i shake my head "I don't feel like drinking today, i'll see you when you come back" I say and peck his lips

I start by cleaning his room and setting a 'happy birthday' banner, i smile as i continue to decorate his room, candles, balloons, pictures of us two cheesy things like that. I smile at the result and get changed into the dress i wore for our first date, i hear the door close and turn invisible to see Sam alone "Where's Dean?" I ask turning visible again "He's in the car" Sam says sounding upset "Whats wrong?" I ask and Sam shrugs "nothing" He says and leaves, i go to my room and hear Dean's room door close 

I turn invisible and teleport to his room but regret it, there he is making out with another girl  with his top off on the bed "How could you" I let out tears filling my eyes "Casey" Dean says and looks at the girl before pushing her away "On our 4 months?" I ask before the tears start to fall "Was i not enough?" I ask "Casey i'm drunk, i'm sorry" Dean says and i wipe my face "You know what Dean? Screw you" I say angrily and storm off "Casey listen to me" Dean says and spins me around "You promised Dean" I say and look into his eyes "I fucking hate you so much" I say and slap him across the face

"I wish i never met you Dean Winchester, i wish i could erase you from my fucking life, i wish that i didn't come back, i wish i never brought you back" I scream and walk up the stairs to see a storm forming, i scream and it only gets worse, i fall to my knees and just cry without being able to stop. I teleport to my apartment and look in the mirror, i rip my dress and burn it "I hate you Dean fucking Winchester" I say and watch it burn, i look in the mirror "Why wasn't i enough?" I say as the tears continue to fall, i get changed into a hoodie and shorts before teleporting to the roof, i let the rain fall on me as the sadness takes over my body 

"I can't believe you did this to me" I whisper and hear someone appear next to me "Casey" Sam says and i look him in the eyes "Was i not enough for him?" I ask and the tears run down my face as Sam pulls me into a hug "I love him Sam " I whisper "But he clearly doesn't love me back" I finish and wrap my arms around Sam while crying my broken heart out