Satan's daughter // Supernatural

Chapter 15 - Mixed Emotions and Parties

I wake up to notice Dean by my side, this time we are clothed, i get up and just go to the kitchen "Hey Sammy" I say and Sam looking upset with me "Why did you do it?" Sam asks "It's my way of dealing with pain" I say and grab a bottle of water from the fridge "Every time you and Dean have a fight you are going to get wasted ?" Sam asks and i shrug "I don't know Sam, i just don't want to kill every time i get upset or angry" I say and Sam looks down at me "There's a way to stop both, you can talk to me" Sam says "Talk to my best friend about how much his brother hurt me? " I say and Sam nods

"I'm not a talker Sammy, i keep it bottle up because if i don't i will show feelings i don't want to show or feel things i don't want to feel" I say "Do you love him?" Sam asks and i shrug "I don't how to love, god i don't even know how to like someone. In my whole 625 years i have never loved or liked anyone, not even family" I say and take a deep breath "It's not like a have any left, my mum is dead and my dad is in a cage" I say my voice cracking "You have me" Sam says and i just hug him "I don't want to hurt you Sammy, you are the only thing that kept me going" I say and pull away from the hug

"you won't hurt me even if you do i won't leave" Sam says and i nod "It's a promise" Sam says and i clean my eyes once i hear footsteps "Change subject" I whisper and he nods before stepping away from me "When did Charlie leave?" I ask "This morning, now that the book is burnt Charlie is safe" Sam says but there's a hint of lie "Hey guys" Dean says and i smile "Still pissed?" Dean asks me "Meh" I reply "Depends how you gonna act " I say and walk away "She's pissed" Dean says "Yep" Sam replies and i roll my eyes before making a burger appear on the table in front of me 

"Sexiness" I say after i take a bite "Where did you get that?" Dean asks and i make another one appear "There" I reply and continue eating "You know what? We should go to a bar" Sam says and i choke "What?" I ask and he nods "It should be fun" I say and smile, i get changed and we leave

~Bar

We get to the bar and i see this sea of hot dudes "Damn" I say smirking at a random HOT dude "Damn" I hear Dean say while looking at a random girl "I'll be right back" He says and goes to the girl "You know what, I'm going to have fun" I say and smile at Sam "You are going to leave me?" Sam asks and shake my head, luckily this bar has a dance floor "You are going with me, best buds party" I say and pull him to the dance floor and we dance while laughing "Move yourself around dude" I say and laugh before bumping into Dean making out with a girl

I roll my eyes and look at Sam "Just one please" I ask and he nods "Okay fine" He says and follows me "shot" I say and the bar tender nods and hands me one, i take it quickly and smile "How about we just take a seat and laugh at each other?" Sam says and i nod noticing Dean leaving with the girl, we sit and start talking "Tell me a funny story about yourself" I say "Okay so once me and Dean were joking around, i was around 7 and dressed up as batman, but everyone knows that batman can't fly except me, i jumped off the dumpster and broke my arm. Dean had to hospital on his bike " Sam says and i chuckle "Your turn" He says and i smile

"Okay so me and my cousin were joking around and she decided to scare me, so i ran and ended up inside a hole" I say and he lets out a laugh "Are you telling me you ran and fell in a hole?" Sam says and i nod  "And o broke my leg, if i wasn't a demon my leg would be fucked up" I say and Sam laughs "I was a clumsy child" I say and smile "I actually miss that time, life was so much easier " I say and Sam nods "I never had to worry about monsters" Sam says "And i never had to worry about hunters" I reply 

"How would have thought that my best friend would be the person i should fear" I say "Who would have thought that my best friend would be a mixture between a demon and a angel" Sam says and i smile