Chained

Ch. 7

Chaz's different eyes

Logan's P.O.V

My whole body was filled with pleasure. So much pleasure. Chaz's lips grazed my neck moving up and down it.

My hands where gripping his back tightly. My mind was screaming for me to get him to stop. My heart and body where begging him to keep going.

I wanted him to keep going. The way his hands moved over my body lightly trying not to hurt me. It was like he cared for me.

I needed to get out before I was pulled to far in. My hands moved to push him but his body was strong and a hell lot bigger then mine.

But once my hands moved to push him away he instantly moved away from me. He stood in the corner of the room far away from me.

"I'm sorry." His voice spoke. His voice was heavy and it sounded like it was changing. Like he was changing from human, to wolf, to angel.

He turned around looking at me for a little bit and I saw his eyes changing colors quickly. Blue, yellow and his gray.

He was losing control. I wanted to do something. I had to do something. I felt like it was my job. This might be because he and I are 'mates'.

I got up slowly making my way to him. He flinched away trying not to be near me. Which hurt, but he still wasn't in control yet.

"Chaz?" I asked making him look at me. He looked surprised. I would too. I haven't been talking that much to him since I got here.

I let my hands move up to touch his face. His eyes closed in pure bliss. I took another step closer leaning my head against his, as much as I could.

Chaz was taller then my 5"11 he had to be at lest 6"5 or so. "Chaz come back to me. I want Chaz." I whispered. It wasn't a lie.

My heart, body and soul wanted him. Begged for him. My heart pounded in my chest beating to his heart beat. Everything about him called to me.

I felt his hands move to my hips, his fingers leaving electric tingles where they touched. My breathing picked up when I opened my eyes.

His dark stormy gray eyes looked back at me. The love, the want, the need to keep me safe and happy was all I saw in those eyes.

"How did you know what to do?" He whispered. I shook my head. "I don't know. I just...I don't know." I spoke. He smiled lightly at me.

"Does this mean you're giving me a chance?" He asked hope building in his eyes. I felt my heart sink. Was I going to let him in?

Was I going to give it one more chance and fall in love again? This was my mate. The person the gods gave to me for the rest of my life.

"I don't know...maybe..." I said looking away from him. I felt his fingers lightly grip my chin making me look back up at him.

"Please Logan. I'm begging you." With that he dropped to the floor in frount of me on his knees. "Give me a chance that's all I want. Please we'll go slow. I promise."

I looked at him skeptical. I didn't want to get hurt again. But he was my mate...he was supposed to protect me. Keep me safe and happy and love me.

"D-do you have a library...?" I asked not truly wanting to answer him. The hurt look in his eyes as he slowly nodded his head.

"Yeah...um...yeah we have a library in the main house." He spoke his voice breaking every now and then. He stood up quickly.

Without looking at me he walked out of the bedroom. I followed him close behind. The door to his wing opened with a swing almost hitting the wall.

It was like the door could sense his emotions. He looked so upset. So sad. So mad at himself. It made me sad. It hurt me.

We walked down the long halls of the mansion it was a beautiful place. Looked really old yet new at the same time.

After a long walk we made it to a set of double doors. "Here you go. The library. I'll send someone to help you out just in case you need it." Chaz said. With that he walked away.

I watched him as he went. His shoulders slumpped over with sadness. I shighed before looking away from him.

I turned to the doors and pushed them opened. I gasped out at the beauty that was before me. It was an old fashion library.

There was a big fireplace in the middle of the room the walls where lined with bookshelves top to bottom. Chiars where spread out around to sit down.

In the far end of the room was a spiral staircase leading up to the second floor. It was the most beautiful library I had ever seen.

I walked forward into the room my eyes scanning the books. "Master Logan?" A voice called out to me. I turned to find a boy around my age standing at the door.

The kids hair was spiked up in different directions it was a brownish blonde color and his eyes where a dark blue with tan skin.

He was cute but I didn't feel anything to this boy. He wasn't like Chaz. It surprised me that I compared this person to Chaz.

He must be another one of the servants Master Terrance had. "Master Chaz sent me to come and help you if needed." He spoke.

"I'm Asher. I'm new here so sorry it took me so long to find you Master Logan." He said bowing to me. It frecked me out.

"Um. Yeah okay. I need help finding information about wolves and the mating process." I told him before turning back around and looking around.

"Yes master!" He said quickly before moving amongst the books in search of what I needed. Don't call me crazy or anything.

I just want to understand what mating is and how the process worked. It didn't mean I was going to give Chaz a chance. Maybe.