my lover | jungkook

16: It Didn't Mean A Thing

*authors note: listen to the song up to create more feels, have fun*

Y/n  P o v:

After a night at the beach I couldn't help but lean on Taehyung's warm shoulder and sleep. I felt his hands carry me and then lay me down on bed. His hands were wrapped around me as we both had a peaceful sleep.

{the next day}

I woke up and walked to the bathroom and taking a hot shower before heading out with a bathrobe around my body. I walked to my bag and picked out my outfit but tried my best to keep quite since Taehyung is still sleeping.

I giggled seeing his cute face sleeping peacefully on the bed and couldn't help but lay a small quick kiss on his cheek.

I wore my clothes and then brushed my hair "jagiya good morning" he said with a deep voice that made my heart flutter just by hearing it. "Good morning" I said smiling.

He got up kissed my cheek then went to the bathroom, I finished brushing my hair and then I also put on some make up and got ready to head out as Taehyung got dressed too.

We both left the room and went to have breakfast in a buffet this resort offered. It was an outdoor buffet and the weather was amazing so we didn't have trouble eating outside.

We sat on our table and then noticed jungkook and Mina picking out their food "jungkook-ah" I called him as he turned around to face me. I smiled and waved as he waved back "why don't you guys join us" Taehyung added as they answered with a nod and continued picking out their food.

Finally Mina and Jungkook came and sat with us. Taehyung beside jungkook and Mina beside me. At first I noticed Mina wearing a beautiful necklace but after I looked closely something about it was familiar to me.

"Where'd you get that necklace from its beautiful" I sad as she smiled "Thanks I actually made it myself, you see this seashell on it? I found it and then just attached to some string and now it's a necklace" she said smiling

That seashell is the one I gave jungkook that night! Did he simply just give it to her?! How could he! Doesn't it mean at least a thing to him?! I thought he'd keep it not give it away!

I was hurt seeing it but also a bit mad at jungkook for not caring about it. I put thought into it and I wanted him to feel better every time he looks at it.

"W-where'd you find it?" I asked her "oh it was laying on the ground so I just picked it up" she said then continued eating.

"Jagiya why aren't you eating?" Taehyung said noticing my sad expression and that I'm not eating my breakfast, I just didn't have the appetite to eat anymore "I-I'm n-not hungry" I said "are you okay?" He asked as I nodded then stood up and walked to the bathroom excusing myself

I went to the bathroom and luckily it was empty so it was okay for me to cry. I didn't really want to cry but sad tears were escaping my eyes. I dried my face then went back to the table. "Jagiya what's wrong?" Taehyung asked concerned looking at me "n-nothing" I answered and trying to fake a smile

"J-just a bit tired" I said "are you gonna be okay?" I heard jungkook say but I didn't even bother looking at him or answer his question.

"I-I'll go now you can continue your breakfast" I said then stood up. I walked away and just walked on the shore. I felt someone grab my wrist turning my body around and looking at jungkook standing there.

I pulled my hand out of his grip as he looked hurt and had mixed feelings of my action "what's wrong?" He said as I turned around to continue walking "j-jungkook I don't want to talk right now" I said with a shaky voice.

He held both my shoulders turning my body around again "I'm not leaving until you tell me" he said seriously "what about you ask Mina? Maybe she'll tell you?" I said with a bit of an angry tone "what do you mean?" He said

"Remember the day I handed you that seashell jungkook?" I said as he nodded "I wanted you to remember me every time you look at it and consider it as a special gift but all you did was give it away?!" I said with some tears running down my cheeks

"You traded something I put thought into and it was a special thing I wanted you to have but you just didn't care did you?" I said.

"What? I didn't give it away, I know how much thought you put into it  why will I ever hand it to someone else?" He said "oh really? Then where is it jungkook?" I said "I-I h-have it in my room" he said

"Really? Because I noticed that Mina had the exact same one around her neck" I said as his eyes widen "forget it jungkook" I said with tears filling my eyes. He stuck out his hand to wipe away my tears but I stepped backwards not letting him even feel my tears "hajima" I said

"Y/n wait, you can't do this to me just because of a stupid gift!" He said almost yelling at me. "Stupid gift" I said as my eyes turned red and started sinking with my own tears "no wait I didn't me-" I cut him off before he finished his sentence "don't talk to me, don't follow me, I don't want to see you anymore jungkook, we're strangers from now on" I said then started crying.

I turned my back and walked away leaving jungkook there, I wanted him to apologize and make me feel better like he always did but hearing him say "stupid gift" crushed my heart.

J u n g k o o k P o v:

I see her walking away crying because of me. I run my fingers on my hair and kick the sand feeling like a jerk that didn't even deserve to be called a friend. Y/n please don't leave me I'm nothing without you, I love you and I know you hate me now I even hate myself for saying what I said.

I wanted to go and hug her and just apologize but I couldn't. I wanted to make her feel better but I didn't. What's wrong with me? Am I seriously what you call a friend because I don't think I am.