my lover | jungkook

19: I Miss him already

I turned around facing jungkook the guy that just wanted to kiss me a moment ago "I-I-" he cut me off with a tight hug as I heard him sob onto my shoulder making it wet with his tears. I stroke his hair with my hand

"I'm sorry y/n, really sorry" he said with a shaky voice "it's okay now stop crying you don't want to look like a baby" I said chuckling as he broke the hug then smiled "we're good?" He said as I nodded

He grabbed my hand as we both walked back to his room but Taehyung wasn't there "Mina? Where's Taehyung?" I asked her

"He said he needed to prepare his bag so he left" she said. I let go of Jungkook's hand and went back to our room "Oppa?" I said then entered the room since I also have an access card to it

"Why didn't you call me I'll prepare the bag for you" I said as he looked annoyed "why don't you take care of jungkook it's okay I'll deal with this" he said

I sat next to him on bed "are you jealous of me and jungkook?" I said then held his hand as he slowly slide his hand off mine "no" he said then stood up and went to the bathroom.

My tears were starting to create in my eyes I can't believe he'd treat me like that. He came out of the bathroom and went to prepare his clothes again "what did I ever do to you?" I said with a low shaky voice.

"I'm sorry y/n" he said with a deep breath "I'm under so much pressure now and I was just acting like a jerk" he said

"It's okay let me help you" I said going to his bag and folding his clothes neatly. Taehyung back hugged me putting his chin on my shoulder.

"I love you jagiya" he said "I love you too" I said back. After I finished packing his bag I turned around and hugged him "I can't believe your leaving tomorrow" I said "I know I'll miss you" he said taking a deep breath "I'll miss you too" I said.
Then We both just went to sleep together.

{the next day}

I woke up happy but after remembering that Taehyung is leaving today my smile faded away. I looked at him sleeping as tears fell down my cheeks knowing that I'll miss him so much.

I went to the bathroom and washed up then changed my outfit and got ready. I woke Taehyung up as he lazily went to the bathroom. I brushed my hair as he finished getting ready then grabbed his suitcase and we both left.

We reached the airport after Jin drove us there "thanks man" Taehyung said as Jin smiled.

Taehyung got out of the car and taking his suitcase I went with him till the entrance to say goodbye before he leaves.

"Y/n take care of yourself eat healthy and don't get sick" he said as I nodded with a smile "goodbye" he said then turned around to walk away.

I ran to him and hugged him tightly from the back. He turned around and hugged me then stroked my hair with his hand. "The plane to Japan will be leaving in one hour please go to the boarding area to get on the plane thank you" an announcer called for Taehyung's plane as he broke the hug.

"Goodbye jagiya" he said with a smiled as I waved. He quickly walked away with his suitcase until he was out of my sight completely "I'll miss you tae" I said to myself

I went back to the car and sat with Jin "don't worry he'll come back I know how much you two love each other but trust me he's going to miss you as much as you do" he said as I smiled "thanks Jin" I said

"By the way we're going back home tonight so get ready" he said "already? But I love it on the Beach" I said "I know but we've stayed for quite long it's time to go back" he said

"Ah~ Busan sure is wonderful" I said looking out of the window "yeah it is and honestly I love it here but we gotta go back to Seoul now" he said taking a deep breath "I promised Taehyung that I'd show him around here but he didn't stay any longer" I said with a sigh

"Don't worry maybe next time" he said as I nodded. We finally reached the place to pack up our bags and leave. "I'll carry that" jungkook said grabbing my bag like he always did

He winked as I smiled then got into the car. I plugged in my headphones and listened to music while looking outside the window. I already miss Taehyung although it's been like an hour or two only without him

Jungkook pulled away my headphones as I looked at him annoyed "yah give it to me" I said as he laughed "no" he said lifting them higher then passing them around the other boys as I just tried to get them back

Finally Namjoon gave them back to me as I punched jungkook into his stomach then chuckled "you deserve that" I said

I look to the back and see Mina and Jimin together, they seemed to get along pretty well and stuff he even made her laugh and she was making him giggle. They even forgot that we're all in the same car.

I put back my headphones and continued listening to my music.

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After an hour y/n's head was swinging from left to right. She was already asleep so I put her head on my shoulder then made her sleep peacefully then I took off my jacket and covered her body to make her feel warm.

I looked at her face as some hair seemed to annoy her sleep. I pulled her hair behind her ear making her face clear as sunshine to me. She looked gorgeous like an angel that I'd never want to lose

I hope one day she can be mine but I guess that's just impossible.