Pickin' up my Pieces

Part 20

SOOOOOOOO SORRY. FOR NOT UPDATING IN LIKE 3 WEEKS. A LOT OF THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING. BUT MERRY LATE ASS CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY LATE ASS NEW YEARS.

LOVE Y'ALL :*

KIARA

It's been a few weeks since the bomb has dropped on me that I wasn't pregnant. Even though I was scared that I wouldn't be a good mother. I was excited to experience something with Tre.

I was cuddled on the bed with Chloe watching cartoons as Tre walked into the room.

"Did you eat something?"

I shook my head no.

He walked over to my side of the bed. "You not hungry?"

"No." I said low.

He rubbed his hands over his face and sighed. "Man, I understand why you sad but it's been a few weeks already. We can always try another time. This is gods saying that you ain't ready."

As much as I wanted to deny it and be mad. God wouldn't place a baby in my life if I wasn't ready.

I felt the brim of my eyes stinging and tears begin to roll down my face as I tried my hardest to stop them from overflowing.

"I understand.. I just wanted to become something I never felt before. I wanted to be a great mom to my child thats all. I want someone to love me unconditionally."

"You gotta realized babe. You got Chloe. She literally calls you Mama, ain't no denying she yo child." He said, "We both love you unconditionally. Don't ever second guess that."

I tried not to laugh but I couldn't contain myself. Chloe either calls me Kiki or Mommy. Even though I didn't push her out of me she still would be considered my first child.

"Thanks babe, you always know the right things to say." I said smiling up at him.

He leaned over and kissed me on the forehead. "You know I love you boo." He said smiling.

I got up and went to take a shower and do my daily hygiene routine.

TRE

A few minutes after Kiara got into the shower, my phone rang indicating that I had a text message.

Tracy: I really need to talk to you Tre. 9:16AM

Me: What you need? 9:17AM

Tracy: It's not something I want to say over text. Please meet me. 9:20AM

Me: You know I can't do that... 9:20AM

Tracy: It is very important. I'm going to be at Starbucks in 5 minutes. Just give me a few minutes. 9:23 AM

Me: Aight imma see you den. 9:24AM

I sighed and got up and went to put on my sneakers. I already took a shower so I didn't have to go.

By the time I got ready, Chloe was out the shower and was brushing her teeth.

"Babe! Imma head out for a minute." I yelled towards the bathroom.

"Okay babe, be safe. Love you." She yelled back.

"Love you too." I replied jogging down the steps and getting into the car.

The 10 minute ride felt like forever. I wanted to know what was so important that she needed to tell me? If it wasn't about the baby then imma walk my ass right out.

I quickly spotted Tracy. I noticed that she looked a bit different. She looked sick and a lot more paler. I went to go take a seat in front of her.

"So wassup?" I said getting straight into it.

"Damn, no hey? How you doing?" She said acting like she was hurt.

"Look, Ion even wanna be here right now. So chop it up befo I take my ass outta hea."

"It's about the baby..." She said looking down at her hands as she intertwined them together.

"Well.." I said motioning my hand so she could continue.

"I lost the baby." She said as her eyes got red and one tear drop fell as she looked up at me.

"You serious?" I said.

"Why would I lie about that Tre?"

I bit the bottom of my lip and rubbed my face. How the fuck did she lose the baby? I banged my fist on the table as it echoed against the room walls and everyone turned their head to us.

"How the fuck you lost the baby?"

"It was Kiara."

"I already kno you lying, why would she do something like that?"

"I'm not lying! She came to my apartment and started to hit me and kick me in the stomach. She said that if I ever contact you that she will come and kill me."She said and at this point she started crying hysterically.

I began to pull on my chin hair. I know Kiara won't hurt a fly but why would Tracy lie about something so serious?

"Damn..." I mumbled to myself. "Imma talk to ya later. Imma find out some answers."

She just nodded her head and continued to cry. I got up and walked out and got into the car.

"FUCK!" I punched the steering wheel. Even though Tracy was just a one night stand. I didn't want to find out that my first seed died.

I arrived at the house driveway and tried to calm myself before I said something to hurt Kiara's feeling. I got out the car and walked into the house and saw Kiara cooking in the kitchen.

"Hey babe." She said smiling at me and continuing to chop the carrots.

"Kiara we need to talk forreal."

Her face expression turned sour like she ate a lemon.

She went over to the sink to wash her hands then took a seat in the living room.

"What's wrong?"

"It's about Tracy."

"And?"

"She lost the baby."

Kiara gasped and put her hand over her heart. "Oh my god.."

"She said you made her lose the baby."

"What?" Her face changed expressions. "Please don't tell me you believe that bull shit."

"You heard me.. I said she said you made her lose the baby."

"How the fuck did I make her lose the baby!?" She yelled.

"First of all, don't be yelling. I'm the one that should be yelling." I said getting louder than her.

"Nah because you talking that bullshit! You know I wouldn't even hurt a mothafucking fly!" She said and at this point she was standing up.

"Why the fuck would you go to her apartment and beat the shit out of her? Why!?"

"I don't know what the hell you're even talking about!"

"You just mad that you couldn't have my first baby, so that's why you did this?"

She looked at me like somebody stole her bike. "Are you fucking serious right now?"

"Like a mofo heart attack." I replied back looking at her in the face. I know I was a little harsh but I was just pissed off.

"Okay. That's fine." She said walking past me and upstairs to the room and slamming the door.

Oop? What y'all think really happened? I kinda gave it away a few chapters ago. But well see mwahahahahah. 

Love you whores.