15 | From the Skies

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I'm sort of craving some of the whole lot of romance I have planned, so watch out.
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"You see the earth, you see its modified version, but it was really just a huge room. Grounds of sand and skies of blues, it's your room but bigger, and you're not alone. Nothing really matters other than death and birth, they're the only ways in and out." ~Kaye

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If voices weren't bugging my stay in my dreamland where everything is not catastrophic, I would be still in my heaven skies cursing at the reality below my feet as I watch it f*ck up everything for everyone.

Even those who are maybe happy, they still face problems- maybe what makes them different is that they're strong enough, smart enough, they can deal with their bull. But guess what, life, not everyone can do that!

"I feel so bad, BamBam." I hear a female voice, my eyes are still close, I feel too hopeless to open them and face my life without my mom.

My Mom. I hold back the wetness behind my lids as I remember all what happened before I lost it and succumbed to my weak self. I can't do this. I can't live anymore.

"Me too." A guy's voice agrees. I felt the solemn air touch my skin as I lay on a bed with covers tugged around me. I felt more people surround me, "you were with her right? What happened?"

"I dropped her at her place then when we rang the bell no one opened the door so she took out her keys-"

"Why would you ring the bell in the first if you have keys?" I recognize Jr's voice.

"-when we open the door we discover it's not even locked or properly closed, then she went in and-" Jungkook goes on ignoring Jr.

"Ah, stop stop. Don't continue. We could figure out what happened." Namjoon butts in interrupting Jungkook again. I just want to open my eyes and shout them out of the room, I want to stay alone.

"I'm so sad!" RyungNa's voice comes out squeaky, expressing just how she feels, "my Yoonbi doesn't deserve this!"

"Your Yoonbi?" Jackson asks in an annoyed manner, "she's my Yoonbi too, we're all sad she had to go through that."

"Oh shut up you all, let her rest." Jhope finally shushes their voices, if I wasn't already fully conscious I would've went back to sleep with a sigh and a thankful self.

But that's not the case, "you already ruined that." I mutter as I sit up in the hospital bed and rub my eyes open, the sun is already up, or is it the sunset? How long was I passed out?

I sigh loudly and let my hand push my covers off me as I get off the bed, when my eyes meet my bloodied skin my breath hitches and I shiver at the sight. The fact that the blood wasn't mine scared me way more, and the fact that the person who owned it was so dear to me made me feel torn beyond repair.

"She's awake!" Jimin whispers as the rest glare at him, "I'm just saying." He goes on whispering. I huff out and shake my head before standing off the bed. Exactly one second after that I fall against the hard floor with a groan.

"Yoonbi!" I hear them shout before Jackson helps me back on the bed, "take care." He mutters while hold my upper arm. Not wanting anyone near me, I was about to push his hand off till I heard whispers behind me. Everyone in this room sucks at whispering.

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