Deviation Records | BTS Fanfiction

35 | Stalkers

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"the moment my eyes landed on you felt like my foot landed on gas pedals. And the moment my heart chose you felt like I chose to cut my brake wires off. Soon it felt like my love for you was never a choice, it was something that happened every time I had to breathe."

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Park Mochï

One week ago, almost, I told Yoonbi about Jungkook's odd behavior. I was sitting with her friends in class, all of them crowding around two desks with RyungNa by my side. I made sure they weren't really listening then spoke. RyungNa patted me, telling me to not worry about him. 'He's a big boy and he'll be alright.' I quote.

Is it weird that the first thing I thought about when she called him a 'big boy' was jelly? I smile to myself at the realization that I was, in fact, a little jealous.

Yoonbi distracted me at that time though, she kept nodding to me, like she knows it all or something. And her eyes were hooded, hinting that she was somewhere else. I frown down at my phone then shake my head, deciding to enjoy this Saturday morning while no costumers are coming in yet.

Just at the mention, the bell rings signaling a costumer entering and I turn to it ready to greet them in alone. I find no one as the door goes back shut on it's on, I scoff, "kids got nothing to do, huh?"

I check the time, wondering when my parents would come back from shopping because I can't cook, if the ready dishes get all served it's trouble in the house. I shake my head again, trying not to care and scrolling through the posts, and leisurely stalking people who don't know me.

I come across a quote: When you really like someone, you read their texts with their voice in your head. I read and furrow my eyebrows, immediately thinking of RyungNa and texting her.

Hey 😉

RyungNa💖: what's up

I see you shinning the brightest between all the stars 💕✨

I frown after I realize that I just read her text normally, but I don't give up and continue talking to her.

RyungNa💖: you're too much, you know that mochi?

Only for you 😍

I smile widely when I actually hear her voice in my head as I read the text, yes I know I like her a lot! That's proof! I continue talking with her about the week and... Us. It sounds so good.

A customer really comes this time so just as RyungNa replies to my text, I turn away and look at the single mother and her son who walk in.

I don't know about tomorrow yet. My heart picks up when I hear her voice inside my head as I lock the screen instead of reading the text. I feel my face tight in confusion as I notice the mother gesturing for a waiter, I push the occurrence to the back of my mind and turn around sharply to get to the customer.

Something soft brushes against my arm as I walk past the space beside the table I was at, it felt like hair. Thick and soft hair I know all too well, "RyungNa?" I whisper, turning my head to the side and looking at empty space. I scratch my hair and shake my head as my body shivers at my insanity, I should get to work.