Revenge to Regret

CHAPTER 5

Naina's Pov : ( in present )

Life is a package of weird things...parents, husband, children and all the relations are a part of it.

LOVE...This four letter word is not soo easy to get from anyone and there is no love in this world which doesn't have any reason behind it, is there any? My mom loves me because I am her own flesh and my family loves me, after all, I am a family too.

Today we visited an ashram and I was asking all these questions to a guru who was present there and he patiently answered all my queries and also made me understand that there is a selfless love too and he calls it as a God's love. Only the God love us selflessly even if we are beautiful or ugly, strong or weak, active or lazy, rich or poor after all he is the one who created us. Only we greedy people see God in different forms but he is only one.

I always think that God doesn't love me anymore because of that only he made my life a living hell actually he had let my husband make it as a living hell. When he forcefully married me I didn't accuse the god and even when Shlok was showing his monster side to me I still didn't accuse him as I thought god is testing me to make me a better person. But now it's too much to handle after all I am a human too.

I don't know what Shlok thinks about me and why he did all this to me, he only said that it's my punishment for ruining his sister's life and all the other things which I did to him. But my question is that what I have done to bare all these consequences. I have many I don't know in my life and I don't know when I'll get the answers for all these.

Sometimes I feel that my problems are very small when compared to the children over here in the orphanage. Imagine when one fine day if you woke up and find that you are all alone in this world and no one cares about your existence, that is much more hurting than the situation I am in right now, am I correct? So this is life, in which we have to be happy with what we have or at least pretend to be happy.

At present, I don't have any regrets or desires in my life because I have accomplished all my duties as a wife, sister in law, daughter in law and as a daughter but my husband didn't appreciate it which is of not in a list of my concerns. He took my care as my weakness, he made fun of my love, he took advantage on my concern I would never forgive him for this even if he begged of me for forgiveness I would never do that.

I have never said how much I love him but expressed it through my action at very point. What makes me feel bad is that in spite of being an independent and strong woman I couldn't shell up against my weaknesses and kept in open air then what about the women outside who are weak at heart and even don't know what are their weaknesses are in the first place? But this time I have decided to not be weak, with all these thoughts I slowly drifted into a deep sleep to find a peaceful world over there.

GUYS PLS PLS PLS PLS VOTE AND COMMENT FOR ME.