craving - n.j.h

rant

***please ignore this, real update in next chapter***

(if you read this, please do keep in mind that I wrote this when I was very upset and angry so it might come out as a bit more aggressive than necessary lol. xx)

THIS SUCKS BECAUSE SOME OF YOU SAID THAT MY BOOK IS SIMILAR TO A BOOK CALLED "AFTER" AND THAT I'm COPING IT AND IT ANNOYS ME SO MUCH AND MAKES ME VERY SAD BECAUSE I HAVE WORKED REALLY HARD ON THIS SHIT AND IT JUST PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH

SOMEBODY COMMENTED AND POINTED OUT THAT A CHARACTER NAMED JASON IN THE 'AFTER' BOOK HAS THE SAME NAME AND IS A CREEP TOO JUST LIKE IN MY BOOK AND I JUST WANTED TO GET THAT OUT THERE THAT I HAVEN'T COPIED ANYONE, AND THAT'S JUST A COINCIDENCE. I'M SORRY THEY HAVE THE SAME NAME, IM SORRY THEY'RE BOTH CREEPS. BUT I CAME UP WITH HIM MYSELF AND I HAD NO IDEA A GUY IN THAT BOOK HAS THE SAME NAME
AND ALL OF THAT SHIT. THIS IS SO ANNOYING. LIKE, IF YOU THINK I'M COPYING SOMEONE, PLEASE LEAVE.

I'VE PUT A LOT , A WHOLE LOT OF EFFORT INTO THIS BOOK FOR PEOPLE TO ENJOY. AND YOU ARE SAYING THAT I'M COPYING SOMEONE? THAT'S BULLSHIT.

I MYSELF HATE WHEN SOMEONE COPIES ME AND KNOW HOW ANNOYING THAT IS. I HAVE NOT COPIED ANYONE.

SO PLEASE, JUST GET THAT INTO YOUR HEAD.

I'VE NOT READ ALLMOF THE AFTER BOOKS. I HAVEN'T COPIED ANYONE.

I KNOW SOME OF YOU WILL gO LIKE

'omg she's just saying that because she clearly copied 'after''

NO. STOP.

IT'S MY BOOK,

MY IDEA,

MY CHARACTERS AND

MY STORY.

IT JUST MAKES ME SO MAD AND SO UTTERLY SAD. I WANT TO SCREAM. I HATE THIS.

I am sorry for being so mad and everything but i'm just extremely irritated and I don't know if I want to continue this book.

Goodbye.