Normal.

"This is just really awkward for me."

I could not stop laughing. This was my best friend and never in my entire life have I ever imagined him running his hands along my body in a sensual way. Never in my life have I imagined him taking the most important thing away from me. Okay I'm lying for the past year I've been waiting for this and this is why I couldn't stop laughing. 

"Jordan please explain to me what's so funny." Daniel asked me, while peppering kisses along my neck. 

"This is just really awkward for me." I told him smiling. His eyes glazed over with happiness and I smiled brighter. 

"You make everything awkward." Daniel told me bringing his lips to mine. 

Now I would tell you guys the details, but a girl never kisses and tells. Okay I'm sorry; I don't know why I keep lying today. Girls always kiss and tell, I just won't kiss and tell. 

I'll give you the simple version of how I lost my virginity to my best friend. 

We laughed through the whole thing. Sometimes my laughs would turn into moan, because dude...

I don't think anything in this world could bring me what I felt just then it was the best. Most girls would describe this night as perfect, but for me it was just plain awkward. 

I mean come on I just saw my best friend's dick!