Chapter 21: I Hate You and I Don't Need You Anymore!

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Lacie POV

I have no words. I can't hes my bestfriend. Okay. Relax Lacie. Did he do it to comfort me?

No dumb ass he likes you he said it a couple months ago.

But he kissed me. He's Aden he doesn't do that. 

Looks like he does. And he stop quesioning it you know you liked it.

Shut up! No I didn't. 

I hate having these back and forth conversations with my brain. It's so stupid. Okay so maybe I did kiss back. Whatever I don't like Aden.

I feel awkward now. 

** Two weeks later**

As I walked down the hall I felt a grip around my arm.

"Babe can we talk." It was Mason.

"First of all don't call me babe! Second I refuse to talk to you b-be-becasue I-I hate you and I don't need you anymore. Actually I never did." I stomped away and exited the double doors where I found Ally.

Wait why is she here. She doesn't go to this school.

"Hey girly." she said with happyness in her voice.

"Hey. What are you doing here?"

"Oh I convinced my dad to let me come here."

"YAY! HAPPY DANCE." and then Mason came out of the doors.

"Lacie we need to talk." I lookedto my side to find Aden. Damn they like pop out of nowhere.

"Hey Addy. Whats up." I said giving Aden a kiss on the cheek. 

Yeah then Mason is the PLAYER. Look at you.

"Hey, Lace. Is this dick-wad giving you trouble?" Aden said with gritted teeth.

"What did you call me?" Mason said cluching his hands into fists.

Aw. The player cares.

"He called you a dick-wad." I said as I pulled Ally and Addy with me to the car (Aden's car).

After we got into Aden's car I exploded I couldn't hold back the tears any more. Have you ever wanted to be oblivious yes well thats what I want right now. Oblivion. Where I am not aware or concerned about what is happening around me. Yes thats what I want. I hate Mason for making me feel this way. I hate my mom for whoring around and dying. I hate the fact that my father has a girlfriend. I hate that I am literally emotionally unstable. I hate the fact that I will never love again.

"Hey I'll give you two a minute." Ally said walking out of the car.

I curled up into a ball and snuggled into Addy's chest; he played with my hair and kept on whispering "It's going to be okay. You'll be okay." into my ear. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed; I truly wanted to stop crying of Mason, it's getting annoying, but I just cried and cried. I think I lost five pounds.

**Two Days Later**

I finally met my dad's girlfriend, and yes she seems nice, but then again they always do. Lets add a bit of cliché into that. Yes she has two horid daughters who cake them-selfs a little too much. OMG you should've seen Alex's face when they walked in, he seriously scrunched up his nose in disgust.

I haven't had any food since Wenesday it's Friday and I've started cutting more ofte. I hate the fact that this is all because of Mason. I did love him.

More like still.

That little vocie needs to put a sock in it, but Aden is coming over more often to check on me, so is Ally, but he comes more.

 **Next Day**

Today I woke up much more depressed than ever and super late for that matter. I decided it was time. I went to the bathroom and removed a blade from my razor, I brough it up to my wrist and sliced my skin first one time, the pain wouldn't go away,  then another, and another till I had about 15 cuts. I was going to do one more but there was a knock on my window I didn't relize that the floor was covered in blood I tried picking it up, but then my bathroom door opened and I found... 

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Hey guys sorry for the late chapter but I sorta got writers block and stuff so yeah.

BTW I know this chapter sucks and is really short and all but please bare with me.

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