Because You Choose......

chapter 21

i will upload two chapters today and that is it. I will try to get an accurate schedule for when i will be uploading. Since i will not upload everyday. Thanks. Enjoy.

*Lexus p.o.v*

I stepped outside the house and immedietly saw Hunter there on the grass. I closed the door quietly even though i knew he knew i was here. I walked to him and then sat besides him. I didnt say anything.

"You should be in there with Peter" Hunter said

"not right now" i said and looked at him

It hurt to see him the way i was seeing him. His eyes didnt sparkle with emotion. They were empty. And the way he looked away from me made me feel even worst.

"Hunter please look at me" i said but he seemed to be in  his own world

"i cant Lexus i just cant you should go"he said and burried his face   in his hands

"I cant and i will not leave you here alone. I love you Hunter and you didnt leave me when i needed help. Or when i cried my eyes out or when i was mad at you" i said and he looked at me

"You have a right to be mad to never talk to me ever again." he said

"No i dont i have made my own mistakes and i have been forgiven for hem. given a second chance. You also deserve a second chance Hunter" i said and put my head on his shoulder

"Lexus please dont you have a mate that needs you. Go to him he is the one that you really need to be with and tell you love him not be here with me." he said and i felt my eyes get watery

"Is this your way of telling me that you dont love me anymore?" i asked

"Lexus how can you even say that. of course i love you you have no idea of how much i love you. I wish you and me could go on with the wedding. Have babies and raise them and grow old and be together every step of the way. I want to be there when you have my baby. Or when you wake up every morning right besides me. But we cant it isnt right. You have a mate. I lost mine and i am not about to watch another go through the pain  i went through" he said and a tear fell from my eye

"Dont cry" he said but i was the one to look away now.

"How can i not?' i whispered

"because this is all meant to happen. You will be happy and safe and more" He said and then he took my face in his hand. "Look at me Lexus"

I looked at him and i could see in his eyes he was really having a hard time doing this. And i was just making it even harder

"But what will happen then" i asked

"Life goes on. Dont worry with time everything will heal." Hunter said and gave me an encouraging nod

"Please Hunter dont" i said and tears fell down "Please i love you" i continued but he holded up his hand to stop me

"But you love him too" he said"more than what you love me"

I closed my eyes and started to breathe out harshly. How can he be telling me to go be happy. With someone else. I love him. I cant just go and be happy to someone not being him. I couldnt i wouldnt. Peter had to understand that i was thankful for everything but i just couldnt. My heart belonged to Hunter. My wolf belong to Peter.

"Open your beautiful eyes please" and i did and looked at him and hugged him

"I wont hunter." i said and i felt his arms drop "Everyone deserves a second chance. Well this is both love and a second chance" i said

"But what about Peter. lexus i cant i have to go" he said standing up

"Hunter please listen to me. Hunter! Hunter dont you dare walk away from me! HUNTER..." i screamed but he keep on walking and then he turned around